Avoiding Mirrors; (c4)
(C4); Words Left Unspoken
JaeJoong&Yunho
Drama, Romance, Smut.
Summary: Yunho is a Psychoanalyst and JaeJoong's his patient.
Avoiding Mirrors;
Chapter 4
JaeJoong commanded and Yunho obeyed promptly - getting off his seat and lunging forward to meet JaeJoong's plump lips. He pinned JaeJoong up against the door, their lips crashing, their teeth biting - in a savage attempt to taste - to devour.
Their hands freely explored each others muscular bodies, from their toned arms to their rock hard abs as they undressed each other.
"Have you missed me?" Yunho panted, his lovers plump bottom lip tucked in between his gentle bite. JaeJoong moaned a reply.
"Of course I missed you. Missed you so much."
"Yeah?" Yunho asked, the corners of his lips pulled up into a soft smile as he clasped his beast's throbbing thickness into his palms - stroking it teasingly, tracing his fingertips across the heads slit - tempting, provoking, trapping his beast.
"Oh God Yunhoyah." The younger man gasped, the back of his head pressed hard against the door, his swollen lips slightly parted revealing his wet tongue lolling in his mouth. Yunho thumbed him, rubbing his leaking seed along the pulsating head.
"Fuck Yunhoyah, fuck!" JaeJoong groaned. Yunho felt a jolt spasm through his body. His own member engorging at the sound of his lover's beautiful voice, his moans - his pleading.
You're so beautiful - so truly beautiful. Do you have any idea - how much I-
He squeezed the younger man's impressive thickness gently, clenching and unclenching it in his tight grip. He kissed his lover's damp face, showering him with soft kisses as he pumped his lover into ecstasy. His face glowed, the paleness of his face becoming flushed with pink - his lower lip trembling as Yunho licked his neck.
Do you know how beautiful you are - how you make me want to -
"Don't go back to Japan Jae," Yunho whined, burying his face into the younger man's neck - kissing gently, up and down his neck to his jawline, the smell of citrus and musk intoxicating his senses, "don't leave me anymore."
"Yunhoyah," JaeJoong whispered into Yunho's ear, tightening his embrace on the older man. "You know it hurts me too."
Yunho could hear his sincerity, could hear his heart momentarily stop when asked not to leave him, and could hear the words "I never want to leave you again" escape his lovers lips. Yunho pulled out from his lover's neck, locking eyes with him.
"Jae, I don't care if I have to buy my own plane tickets - I want to always be with you." Yunho said seriously, tightening his grip on his lover's leaking member. JaeJoong gasped, and Yunho saw it as an opportunity to explore his lovers mouth once more, his tongue probing his lovers warm mouth, then sucking on his lovers tongue. His sweet tongue.
"Please - please." Yunho pleaded. He sounded stupid, sounded childish - but it was childish - that word - was meant to be childish.
"Yun." JaeJoong choked out a strangled laugh, "should I hire you as my bodyguard slash Analyst?"
"Can you do that?" Yunho asked incredulous. His heart leaping into his throat.
"Yun." JaeJoong whispered as Yunho kissed his chest, giving him warm and soft butterfly kisses. Yunho inched down his lovers beautiful body, dropping to his knees, he curled his fingers around the younger man's member, kissing the head of his lovers snake, parting his lips, he lapped at the salty leaking venom. The taste of salt and soap mixed together, excited Yunho. His lover smelt so good, so good. He nuzzled his lovers cock, taking in the scent of fresh laundry that was transferred onto him by his fresh Calvin Klein's. He closed his lips around the younger man's enlargement, bobbing his head into a rhythm. One hand on his lovers waist and the other playing in between his lovers butt cheeks. His fingers traced his lovers entrance, as he sucked. Slowly, he pushed his forth finger in and wiggled it inside his lover.
He looked up to see the younger mans expression, his gaze following his lovers movements closely, not wanting to look away. Yunho was pleased, with his lover biting his bottom lip, his eyes twitching along with his dark eyebrows, his face tinted red like a rose.
So beautiful. Everything about you Jae - is like magic. The air around you, like magic - you're so unreal, can you just be a dream I made up?
He managed to push in 3 fingers before his lovers muscles pushed him back out. Using 2 fingers, he thrust into his lovers entrance, his fingers slicked with the younger man's juice. His lovers member throbbing in his mouth.
Every part of you is beautiful Jae ... every part of you.
Yunho reached out for JaeJoong's fisted hands, unfolding it then lacing his fingers with his lovers smooth slender fingers. Their hands laced together like ribbons, never wanting to be pulled into separation.
Hold my hand forever Jae, hold me forever.
"Yunhoyah," JaeJoong whispered, pulling Yunho up, "I want you in me now." Yunho looked into his lovers glistening eyes, how beautiful they were - how he swam in those wide eyes of his.
Yunho nodded, with ease he lifted JaeJoong up several feet off the floor, pushing his lover against the door who wrapped his legs around Yunho's waist - pulling him closer in his embrace he nuzzled himself into the musky scent of his beast as he eased the tip of his painfully throbbing member inside his lovers moistened entrance.
He thrusted up, a gasp followed with a jolted shiver came from the younger man. Yunho pulled out of his lover's neck to see his lovers expression. Did it hurt? a faint gleaming mixture of pain and pleasure encompassed his unblemished face, a small smile painted on his red swollen lips as he moaned Yunho's name repeatedly.
His husky voice echoed in Yunho's ear, arousing him even more than he thought possible. He felt himself enlarging inside the younger man, could feel himself twitch and throb in his lovers warm wetness.
"You're so tight Jae." Yunho shivered, pushing his forehead up against the younger man's sweat slicked forehead, both taking in each others hot breaths. JaeJoong opened his eyes, his gaze fastened onto the older man's brown eyes. The older man smiled at him, a wonderful smile - an encouraging smile. JaeJoong moved his head forward and kissed Yunho softy on the lips before arching his back and leaning back against the door. "Who else do you think is fucking me?" He replied impishly, tightening his legs around Yunho's waist. Yunho stepped closer, wrapping his arms around his lovers lower back, his fingertips playing along the curve of his back, pushing his face against his lovers chest making the most of their closeness.
He shivered as he thrusted up again, his lover rising up and coming back down in a vigorous rhythm. His eyes shut tight his teeth clenched. Yunho struggled to control his breathing, everything felt so good - the feeling of having his lover in his arms, the feeling of being inside him and making love to him -
What if I told you that I loved you - Would you say it back?
"Yun, go to the couch." JaeJoong choked. Yunho followed, carrying JaeJoong to his 'analyzing' couch, letting himself fall into the coolness of the black leather. The younger man straddled him, his legs spread wide as he leaned back, hands behind him to steady him. Yunho could feel his member throbbing inside his lovers warm tightness, his eyes focused on his lovers engorged erection. He licked his lips, the taste of pre-cum still lingered on his dampened lips. He wanted to taste the younger man again, wanted him inside his mouth, wanted to lap him - to suck him off until he came into his mouth flooding it with his sweetness. As if to hear Yunho thoughts, JaeJoong began to move slowly, teasingly - moving in a painfully slow grind. Yunho watched biting his lip harder as his juice slicked cock pulled in and out of his blond haired beast.
Oh God, so good. So good. Faster please, go faster.
"How's Bae, Yun?" JaeJoong said dauntingly. Yunho frowned as he caught his lovers glare, his blue sapphire eyes burning a hole into his racing heart. Don't ask about Bae, don't think about Bae - don't talk about Bae. Its just us now Jae.
You're all I want.
"You better not have fucked her." JaeJoong growled moving his hips faster until it became a merciless pounding. The impact jolted Yunho into spasms, as his lover moved forward spreading his legs wider to help support him as he began to bounce into Yunho's more than ready cock.
"Only you JaeJoongah!" Yunho cried, jolting up and clasping his lovers thickness in his damp palms wanting the both of them to come together. He began to give his lover double pleasure, jerking him off until the younger man began to cry.
Of all the times they made love, they not once skipped crying. In a better sense, all the things they dared not speak, dared not feel around others - they said and felt when they made love to each other. It was only then they would become themselves, speaking their feelings - crying out their frustrations and their desperation's. In each other's arms, they would cry tears of sadness because they carried the weight of the world on their shoulders, suffocating as their lungs exploded with the unbearable weight and their brains which would liquidize would seep through their ears as it would leak out all their unspoken fears, exposing their sad selves to the over-expecting world. But there was happy tears too, because for once, they found out they were not alone - that they had found someone to finally ease their pain, and for once - both of them could sleep with the lights off, could finally sleep without drugging themselves - could finally say, they truly felt something there - in their heart. For once, they didn't have to be anything else other than themselves.
"Yun - stop. Stop!" JaeJoong cried helplessly. His cock being pulled and his entrance being drilled, he lost it. Yunho eyed his lover, his tear stained face made him even more beautiful. His beauty so exquisite - so pure that nothing else in the world could match his beauty.
JaeJoong tried to pull back, but Yunho had him in a tight grip around the waist, "stop Yunhoyah!" JaeJoong screamed as he raked his nails along Yunho's back, with his entrance filled with Yunho's cock - shock mixed with pleasure ran through his veins as Yunho thrusted deeper, kept pumping despite his begging. Yunho smiled as JaeJoong slouched into Yunho's embrace.
This is it, he's lost it - he's lost himself with me.
JaeJoong screamed, his head thrown back as he arched his back and tensed his muscles as he shot out his white milky venom onto Yunho's stomach. Wow, He came a lot. JaeJoong relaxed, sighing in relief for a brief second before realizing Yunho had not stopped.
"Yunhoyah?!" JaeJoong shivered, his eyes wide as Yunho kept thrusting his cock into him, his fingers still curled around JaeJoong's cum sleeked cock. In a blink of an eye, Yunho had JaeJoong under him - his beast's eyes bewildered and eager, "You told me to fuck you." Yunho replied, choking out a small laugh.
"Yun - fuck!" JaeJoong cried trying to pull himself back into reality, but Yunho pounded him senseless.
"Did you do well Jaebaby? Did you eat enough, did you get enough sleep?" Yunho panted, half his words barely distinguishable. But he knew JaeJoong would know, that only JaeJoong would understand.
"Ah, ah- ah yeah Yunhoyah. I did good. I did good Yun-ah." JaeJoong cried, his head turning side to side in ecstasy. "I did everything you told me." JaeJoong sounded faintly childish, his voice a meek replica of a child trying to please his parents.
"Those smiles, all those smiles to the camera were for me. Weren't they Jae?" Yunho thrusted harder. JaeJoong opened his eyes slowly, his eyes were soft and flooded with warmth. Beads of sweat lay above his upper lip, plump and moist - slightly parted from the lower.
"Yes Yun - those smiles were all for you. All of them.
I love you Yun..."
With those words, Yunho began to cry. Tears rolling down his face in a burning sensation as they fell onto his lovers smooth stomach. "Yunho-ah?" JaeJoong whispered, responding with immediate concern. It was evident the younger man was stunned with the older man's reaction, lines deepening around his worried eyes. Yunho tried to reply through his convulsive sobs. Choking out words that couldn't be understood; even by JaeJoong, for they were stuck - rolled into a painful lump in his throat.
"Yun-ah." JaeJoong said softly, sitting himself up to hug Yunho tightly around the neck, pulling him closer, gently touching the tip of his finger to a tear that rolled down his face. "Yun," JaeJoong repeated one last time before kissing Yunho tenderly on the lips, "Don't cry anymore Yun-ah. Just kiss me. Just kiss me."
Yunho kissed JaeJoong, as he cried, as he released - falling into his lovers arms.
JaeJoong cradled the older man in his strong embrace, showering his tear stained face with tender kisses as he began to sing to him.
They stared at each other, their foreheads butted together as they stole sweet kisses from one another. Wishing that time would just stop, wishing that they were the only two people left in the world - wishing, that they could actually be together.
JaeJoong, I hope you know - I love you, I really love you. But I can't tell you - because it would be too selfish of me. Because I can't give you all of me. I love you - can this be my only secret? Or can you read my mind - Please read my mind. Hear my heart - calling out for you, telling you I love you, I love you, I love you...
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JaeJoong&Yunho
Drama, Romance, Smut.
Summary: Yunho is a Psychoanalyst and JaeJoong's his patient.
Avoiding Mirrors;
Chapter 4
JaeJoong commanded and Yunho obeyed promptly - getting off his seat and lunging forward to meet JaeJoong's plump lips. He pinned JaeJoong up against the door, their lips crashing, their teeth biting - in a savage attempt to taste - to devour.
Their hands freely explored each others muscular bodies, from their toned arms to their rock hard abs as they undressed each other.
"Have you missed me?" Yunho panted, his lovers plump bottom lip tucked in between his gentle bite. JaeJoong moaned a reply.
"Of course I missed you. Missed you so much."
"Yeah?" Yunho asked, the corners of his lips pulled up into a soft smile as he clasped his beast's throbbing thickness into his palms - stroking it teasingly, tracing his fingertips across the heads slit - tempting, provoking, trapping his beast.
"Oh God Yunhoyah." The younger man gasped, the back of his head pressed hard against the door, his swollen lips slightly parted revealing his wet tongue lolling in his mouth. Yunho thumbed him, rubbing his leaking seed along the pulsating head.
"Fuck Yunhoyah, fuck!" JaeJoong groaned. Yunho felt a jolt spasm through his body. His own member engorging at the sound of his lover's beautiful voice, his moans - his pleading.
You're so beautiful - so truly beautiful. Do you have any idea - how much I-
He squeezed the younger man's impressive thickness gently, clenching and unclenching it in his tight grip. He kissed his lover's damp face, showering him with soft kisses as he pumped his lover into ecstasy. His face glowed, the paleness of his face becoming flushed with pink - his lower lip trembling as Yunho licked his neck.
Do you know how beautiful you are - how you make me want to -
"Don't go back to Japan Jae," Yunho whined, burying his face into the younger man's neck - kissing gently, up and down his neck to his jawline, the smell of citrus and musk intoxicating his senses, "don't leave me anymore."
"Yunhoyah," JaeJoong whispered into Yunho's ear, tightening his embrace on the older man. "You know it hurts me too."
Yunho could hear his sincerity, could hear his heart momentarily stop when asked not to leave him, and could hear the words "I never want to leave you again" escape his lovers lips. Yunho pulled out from his lover's neck, locking eyes with him.
"Jae, I don't care if I have to buy my own plane tickets - I want to always be with you." Yunho said seriously, tightening his grip on his lover's leaking member. JaeJoong gasped, and Yunho saw it as an opportunity to explore his lovers mouth once more, his tongue probing his lovers warm mouth, then sucking on his lovers tongue. His sweet tongue.
"Please - please." Yunho pleaded. He sounded stupid, sounded childish - but it was childish - that word - was meant to be childish.
"Yun." JaeJoong choked out a strangled laugh, "should I hire you as my bodyguard slash Analyst?"
"Can you do that?" Yunho asked incredulous. His heart leaping into his throat.
"Yun." JaeJoong whispered as Yunho kissed his chest, giving him warm and soft butterfly kisses. Yunho inched down his lovers beautiful body, dropping to his knees, he curled his fingers around the younger man's member, kissing the head of his lovers snake, parting his lips, he lapped at the salty leaking venom. The taste of salt and soap mixed together, excited Yunho. His lover smelt so good, so good. He nuzzled his lovers cock, taking in the scent of fresh laundry that was transferred onto him by his fresh Calvin Klein's. He closed his lips around the younger man's enlargement, bobbing his head into a rhythm. One hand on his lovers waist and the other playing in between his lovers butt cheeks. His fingers traced his lovers entrance, as he sucked. Slowly, he pushed his forth finger in and wiggled it inside his lover.
He looked up to see the younger mans expression, his gaze following his lovers movements closely, not wanting to look away. Yunho was pleased, with his lover biting his bottom lip, his eyes twitching along with his dark eyebrows, his face tinted red like a rose.
So beautiful. Everything about you Jae - is like magic. The air around you, like magic - you're so unreal, can you just be a dream I made up?
He managed to push in 3 fingers before his lovers muscles pushed him back out. Using 2 fingers, he thrust into his lovers entrance, his fingers slicked with the younger man's juice. His lovers member throbbing in his mouth.
Every part of you is beautiful Jae ... every part of you.
Yunho reached out for JaeJoong's fisted hands, unfolding it then lacing his fingers with his lovers smooth slender fingers. Their hands laced together like ribbons, never wanting to be pulled into separation.
Hold my hand forever Jae, hold me forever.
"Yunhoyah," JaeJoong whispered, pulling Yunho up, "I want you in me now." Yunho looked into his lovers glistening eyes, how beautiful they were - how he swam in those wide eyes of his.
Yunho nodded, with ease he lifted JaeJoong up several feet off the floor, pushing his lover against the door who wrapped his legs around Yunho's waist - pulling him closer in his embrace he nuzzled himself into the musky scent of his beast as he eased the tip of his painfully throbbing member inside his lovers moistened entrance.
He thrusted up, a gasp followed with a jolted shiver came from the younger man. Yunho pulled out of his lover's neck to see his lovers expression. Did it hurt? a faint gleaming mixture of pain and pleasure encompassed his unblemished face, a small smile painted on his red swollen lips as he moaned Yunho's name repeatedly.
His husky voice echoed in Yunho's ear, arousing him even more than he thought possible. He felt himself enlarging inside the younger man, could feel himself twitch and throb in his lovers warm wetness.
"You're so tight Jae." Yunho shivered, pushing his forehead up against the younger man's sweat slicked forehead, both taking in each others hot breaths. JaeJoong opened his eyes, his gaze fastened onto the older man's brown eyes. The older man smiled at him, a wonderful smile - an encouraging smile. JaeJoong moved his head forward and kissed Yunho softy on the lips before arching his back and leaning back against the door. "Who else do you think is fucking me?" He replied impishly, tightening his legs around Yunho's waist. Yunho stepped closer, wrapping his arms around his lovers lower back, his fingertips playing along the curve of his back, pushing his face against his lovers chest making the most of their closeness.
He shivered as he thrusted up again, his lover rising up and coming back down in a vigorous rhythm. His eyes shut tight his teeth clenched. Yunho struggled to control his breathing, everything felt so good - the feeling of having his lover in his arms, the feeling of being inside him and making love to him -
What if I told you that I loved you - Would you say it back?
"Yun, go to the couch." JaeJoong choked. Yunho followed, carrying JaeJoong to his 'analyzing' couch, letting himself fall into the coolness of the black leather. The younger man straddled him, his legs spread wide as he leaned back, hands behind him to steady him. Yunho could feel his member throbbing inside his lovers warm tightness, his eyes focused on his lovers engorged erection. He licked his lips, the taste of pre-cum still lingered on his dampened lips. He wanted to taste the younger man again, wanted him inside his mouth, wanted to lap him - to suck him off until he came into his mouth flooding it with his sweetness. As if to hear Yunho thoughts, JaeJoong began to move slowly, teasingly - moving in a painfully slow grind. Yunho watched biting his lip harder as his juice slicked cock pulled in and out of his blond haired beast.
Oh God, so good. So good. Faster please, go faster.
"How's Bae, Yun?" JaeJoong said dauntingly. Yunho frowned as he caught his lovers glare, his blue sapphire eyes burning a hole into his racing heart. Don't ask about Bae, don't think about Bae - don't talk about Bae. Its just us now Jae.
You're all I want.
"You better not have fucked her." JaeJoong growled moving his hips faster until it became a merciless pounding. The impact jolted Yunho into spasms, as his lover moved forward spreading his legs wider to help support him as he began to bounce into Yunho's more than ready cock.
"Only you JaeJoongah!" Yunho cried, jolting up and clasping his lovers thickness in his damp palms wanting the both of them to come together. He began to give his lover double pleasure, jerking him off until the younger man began to cry.
Of all the times they made love, they not once skipped crying. In a better sense, all the things they dared not speak, dared not feel around others - they said and felt when they made love to each other. It was only then they would become themselves, speaking their feelings - crying out their frustrations and their desperation's. In each other's arms, they would cry tears of sadness because they carried the weight of the world on their shoulders, suffocating as their lungs exploded with the unbearable weight and their brains which would liquidize would seep through their ears as it would leak out all their unspoken fears, exposing their sad selves to the over-expecting world. But there was happy tears too, because for once, they found out they were not alone - that they had found someone to finally ease their pain, and for once - both of them could sleep with the lights off, could finally sleep without drugging themselves - could finally say, they truly felt something there - in their heart. For once, they didn't have to be anything else other than themselves.
"Yun - stop. Stop!" JaeJoong cried helplessly. His cock being pulled and his entrance being drilled, he lost it. Yunho eyed his lover, his tear stained face made him even more beautiful. His beauty so exquisite - so pure that nothing else in the world could match his beauty.
JaeJoong tried to pull back, but Yunho had him in a tight grip around the waist, "stop Yunhoyah!" JaeJoong screamed as he raked his nails along Yunho's back, with his entrance filled with Yunho's cock - shock mixed with pleasure ran through his veins as Yunho thrusted deeper, kept pumping despite his begging. Yunho smiled as JaeJoong slouched into Yunho's embrace.
This is it, he's lost it - he's lost himself with me.
JaeJoong screamed, his head thrown back as he arched his back and tensed his muscles as he shot out his white milky venom onto Yunho's stomach. Wow, He came a lot. JaeJoong relaxed, sighing in relief for a brief second before realizing Yunho had not stopped.
"Yunhoyah?!" JaeJoong shivered, his eyes wide as Yunho kept thrusting his cock into him, his fingers still curled around JaeJoong's cum sleeked cock. In a blink of an eye, Yunho had JaeJoong under him - his beast's eyes bewildered and eager, "You told me to fuck you." Yunho replied, choking out a small laugh.
"Yun - fuck!" JaeJoong cried trying to pull himself back into reality, but Yunho pounded him senseless.
"Did you do well Jaebaby? Did you eat enough, did you get enough sleep?" Yunho panted, half his words barely distinguishable. But he knew JaeJoong would know, that only JaeJoong would understand.
"Ah, ah- ah yeah Yunhoyah. I did good. I did good Yun-ah." JaeJoong cried, his head turning side to side in ecstasy. "I did everything you told me." JaeJoong sounded faintly childish, his voice a meek replica of a child trying to please his parents.
"Those smiles, all those smiles to the camera were for me. Weren't they Jae?" Yunho thrusted harder. JaeJoong opened his eyes slowly, his eyes were soft and flooded with warmth. Beads of sweat lay above his upper lip, plump and moist - slightly parted from the lower.
"Yes Yun - those smiles were all for you. All of them.
I love you Yun..."
With those words, Yunho began to cry. Tears rolling down his face in a burning sensation as they fell onto his lovers smooth stomach. "Yunho-ah?" JaeJoong whispered, responding with immediate concern. It was evident the younger man was stunned with the older man's reaction, lines deepening around his worried eyes. Yunho tried to reply through his convulsive sobs. Choking out words that couldn't be understood; even by JaeJoong, for they were stuck - rolled into a painful lump in his throat.
"Yun-ah." JaeJoong said softly, sitting himself up to hug Yunho tightly around the neck, pulling him closer, gently touching the tip of his finger to a tear that rolled down his face. "Yun," JaeJoong repeated one last time before kissing Yunho tenderly on the lips, "Don't cry anymore Yun-ah. Just kiss me. Just kiss me."
Yunho kissed JaeJoong, as he cried, as he released - falling into his lovers arms.
JaeJoong cradled the older man in his strong embrace, showering his tear stained face with tender kisses as he began to sing to him.
They stared at each other, their foreheads butted together as they stole sweet kisses from one another. Wishing that time would just stop, wishing that they were the only two people left in the world - wishing, that they could actually be together.
JaeJoong, I hope you know - I love you, I really love you. But I can't tell you - because it would be too selfish of me. Because I can't give you all of me. I love you - can this be my only secret? Or can you read my mind - Please read my mind. Hear my heart - calling out for you, telling you I love you, I love you, I love you...
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