It seems everyone I know has been able to find someone to care for and that cares for them back. It is ridiculous! Why do I have to be single? Why is it so hard for me to be in a relationship? I just want to be happy, and I guess for me happiness comes when I am in a relationship.

So putting on my dress from prom made me feel really fat today. I didnt realize how much I have gained. But it was about 3 sizes. And I looked at my skirts that I used to wear 2 summers ago, and DAMN wtf have I been doing to gain so much weight. It is depressing. I want to be thinner again. I need help though. I need motivation.

my bestfriend has only been gone for less then a day and I already miss her. This is going to be a lonely lonely week

I hate going out in public and I sometimes hate going out with my friend and her bf. It makes me not uncomfortable but jealous that they are all over eachother. I need someone I want someone. Why is life treating me so shitty? What have I done to deserve this?

so apparently my dad and family is stuck at the boat launch because my dads car broke down and now the boat is stuck in the water and the car wont fuckin budge. And my family is pissed at me because I didnt bring my phone in with me while i was taking a bath. What do they expect for me to magically hear my phone from the bathroom to my bedroom? WHY ( Read more... )

so now aisling is mad at me (or at least i think she is) because she misinterpreted a text i sent her. She thought her ex was hitting on me, but clearly he wasnt. But i've been trying to call and text this girl all weekend, and the one and only text she responds back to is that one that involves her. What the fuck?

okay you are supposed to replace your brakes when they get down to 2-3mm mine were a little lower then 2mm, and so right now we are putting some temporary brake pads on before we take it in to the shop. But it is really hard for us to spend all this money on fixing a car that is only worth 10 dollars ( Read more... )

someone explain to me the purpose of a cellphone? because obviously people dont understand what they are meant for. If someone calls or sends a text message, how hard is it to send a response back? it takes like TWO seconds to send a text message back. FUCKIN A!

I just had the best sex dream last night/this morning. It involved a guy from my work, who I am soooooo physically attracted to and I don't know why. He is such a big jerk and looks like one, but argg he just gives me tingles hehe.

So 1) I don't understand why people have cellphones if they arent going to call back or respond to messages.. there is no point.
2) Why do I get so fuckin nervous doing presentations, I am such an outgoing person but I clam up during presentations... argg

good news
1 out of 2 finals done