so i guess since i missed 2 days of track practice i cant run on thursday...which is um i guess..a bummer...hm not really somehow tho i have a feeling since mark is an ass ill end up running anyway...

so i've decided that me and bailey...well mostly me suck at taking pictures..or findng ideas...

ok......so now that kevin knows my lj...i can't write about him anymore...lol....there is gonna be no track sex!!!

new crush....

im all messed up..

if you were me and you were in my situation..what would you do..i need some suggestions...

only say something if you know my story....

its the ryan....kevin thing...

biggest mistake of my life..oh yah...accepting 2 things in one night..

gosh i suck at life...

everything is soo messed up..... i dont know what to do...i hate track...being forced to do it..literally....im so sick of everything..people are getting on my nerves a lot quicker now...

so my mom decided since she is making me do track..she will get me calming pill so i dont get soo nervous before races.yah thanks a bunch!

ktgs house..look at the great pics..lol....hung out with ryan...mall with bailey and jess.....roz's...back to my house with jess and rach...today nothing that i know of yet...

stalking at the mall...was...interesting!

how come its like writen somewhere...if a girl can't have him.. it makes her want him more...it really needs to be deleted....ugh i hate this...of course my sister tell him..way to go! i hate you sometimes

ok so ryan and his friends think they can try to make me look bad at my own bball game..um i dont think so! i hate jeff with a passion and colin just kill your self...you are not worth living...ryan...hmm i dont even know what to say to you and your new girl friend..who might i ad need to not stare cuz i was told many times i was prettier...you ( Read more... )

omg rachel i love you and hope your not hurt!!!...this weekend was bad..i was in such a bad mood at bball then i would be fine like 2 hours later hanging out with people...mood swings...my sister does things to make me think shes not doing it then when im not there she does it...thats cool cuz all my friends see her and say something to me..then ( Read more... )