Sometimes I imagine a world without you ( Read more... )

Zarbo was my old Arabian Gelding. I put in a lot of riding miles with him and learned so much. He was the greatest jumper that I've ever rode and a true pleasure to ride. Lately Zarbo has been very sick from founder (which is a hoof disease that causes the actual hoof bone to rotate and it can either stop rotating or eventually go through their ( Read more... )

I am only human. I fail constantly. I work hard and somewhere through the blood, sweat and tears I look for some trickle of hope. Hope that things are improving. Hope that all my efforts are getting me somewhere. Hope that I would somehow be able to meet the expectations that are held for me. It's too hard I just want to give up, but I can't. I ( Read more... )

this weekend just showed me how pointless having a LJ was and i'm over it so if u don't see anything from me for awhile don't be surprised.

kma

thanks to no one for nothing! i loved every minute of it.

lol like anyone even reads my lj.

oh just go away.

i still feel torn but i haven't really had time to feel anything ( Read more... )

omg! Please somebody help me! my heart and head are torn in two ( Read more... )

I need prayer. I a lot of stuff that i was dealing w/ in spring and i had put it on a shelf and now it's back. It's not just issues w/ and about people. It's mostly things like chores that just need to be done. I was doin ok this morning but since i've gotten home from school i haven't felt well and things look so hopeless. My dreams stands on the ( Read more... )

We're down down in an earlier round ( Read more... )

i still hate people. i'm busy doin all kinds of junk around the house/zoo. i'm trying to get ready school which starts next week. i'm just tired of dealing w/ people. i think that i will now resume my life as a loner. it was always best that way. cause i always kinda was. like i didn't really have any close friends when i was younger. u know like ( Read more... )

I Hate People!

And I don't care about what ANYbody thinks!

Get a life! Away for mine!

(idgad)

(3sp)