when people say they are going to do something, they should actually do it.

to take the mind of the old depressing nonsense, i felt it nescessary to indugle friday night.i'll tell you one thing, the macy's men's bathroom is starting to become a familiar place.saw a former desire and his new "accessory",got blown off,doesn't bother me. spent the entire night in good company. it's always nice to know that some people ( Read more... )

what does really hide behind that false smile that she puts up for everyone to see? she's kind of wondering that herself.the girl came up with this idea in her head that she's too obsessive over details in every aspect of her life.never satisfied is a good way to describe her,or maybe she hasn't found what will keep her attention longer than a few ( Read more... )

..so i've been going through a weird time and shit. i've been spending a lot of time with people i don't see that often which is good. i was with alan a lot this weekend which was fun. spent a lot of time in my room reading,writing, and listening to my new cds. i really enjoyed the alone time. it took my mind of "longing" and being "lonely". this ( Read more... )

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so the vibrators show was amazing! the guys were really cool and the people that went were really chill. got my drink on, had bathroom parties,and that kinda jazz. i'm probably grounded for 2 weeks cuz i came in around 230 in the morning. but hey it was worth it, i love that band. oh well whatev.

..i am a virus.. wait no... i HAVE a virus... and i'm a very sick wittle girl...

I wear my pain like an accessory ( Read more... )

..why do guys want sluts!?! i guess.. this is why i'm alone.

..this is what its like to be alone..

well, i haven't been writing in my journal too much lately. i've been on one of those keeping to myself kicks. every day i go out and pretend everythings okay and enjoy the time i spend away from thought. i come back home and curl up in bed to stare at the walls for hours on end. i got pierced and shaved the other day, so i'll be posting some new ( Read more... )