So I've started packing...!!! I swear, unlike most peope, I LOVE to pack. I have no idea why, but maybe it's because I know Florida is getting closer....Spring Break will completely kick ass. Kenzie and I made a list today of everything we want to do...Really dorky of us. But, hey, what else can you do during good ol' espanol!? But, we've grown ( Read more... )

Soon I will be out of my rut. I'm tired. Always tired. Tired equals no sleep, school, dance, dance, dance. But in just a few short days, I will be out of my rut. : )...Dance State is on Saturday. I'm excited, yes, but i don't feel like I did last year. I get my hair cut next Saturday. This shouldn't be exciting but it is. It's really long ( ( Read more... )

I danced tonight like no one was watching...and I loved it. For the first time in a while, I relished in my high school moments. Definitly fun.

I was talking with Anna tonight and we both agreed that there is barely anything holding us in Rockville. I wish I could leave. I'm sick of school, the weather, everything. I want summer bad. So damn bad. I'm getting sick of being around everyone. I don't know. I don't want a routine anymore of school, dance, work, school, dance, work. I'm ( Read more... )

I need to learn to appreciate the people closest to me more...my parents, friends, John... I don't realize how shitty I can be to people until I get a slap in the face. I kind of wonder how people honestly put up with me and still treat me so well when I can be so awful..Life is too short to not let people know how you feel. Why waste our time ( Read more... )

Happy New Year!! I didn't make a new year's resolution this year...maybe that's a bad thing ( Read more... )

Am I the only one that misses believing is Santa Clause? For real though...I miss the excitedness of not being able to sleep Christmas Eve and peeking out of my bedroom door hoping to catch him. I miss putting out Christmas cookies and milk (I tried for several years after I quit believing, but it just wasn't the same knowing my dad was the only ( Read more... )

Yeah, so that giddy, over-the-moon feeling that I've been searching for the past two weeks....Yeah, It's back...hopefully it stays because it really is the best feeling ever!

I'm feeling a lot of mixed emotions right now and have found myself pulling up the LJ screen several times just to blankly stare at it. I have so much I feel and want to express but cannot find the right words to fully express everything. This may be another confusing entry: I am trying to FOCUS on the present, the future will get here someday ( Read more... )

Change is a bitch, but inevitable. A person's willingness to adapt and accept change shows how strong they are ( Read more... )