...On second thought I'm sad that I'm going to a concert where, the person I know with is going doesnt like ani and I can't think of a single person to call that is tied to any of her songs that  is in my life right now. I think this concerts just going to be a flashback in my head. Dear god.. here we go.

...I just tasted cherry sauce that was fermented so much it tasted like wine. I really REALLY need to go get groceries. I just wanted to write an entry to say.

I AM GOING TO SEE ANI FUCKING DIFRANCO TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
..Jus sayin'...

Oh my gaw. I got DOUBLE played on.

Why is it that I always need to things that constantly remind me whats bad about myself to try and better myself?!
Its becoming an endless cycle.
When will I ever learn to be happy ?

I dont feel gay
I dont feel straight
But I do feel as though I should be alone...

Is it bad to want to be single forever?

What a fucking trainwreck of a weekend. It made me realize a lot of things.
Who should be trusted with a heart and who shouldn't.

Ive seen a lot of people from the past
I actually had no feelings of hate or regret but for some reason I felt the need to act it out. Why do I always do that?!

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Kate Collins: [reading a letter from Ryan out loud] Did you really leave me again? After all the seasons I spent waiting, watching out the window, listening at the door, waiting for the news of your return? for the news that you realized that someone important was waiting for you. A whole lifetime I've been waiting. I can't believe you're not ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here
Waiting for you .. waiting for you.
Maybe I break things becuase I like the new-re-beginnings so much.
I just have to try not to break it so much that the beginnings dont start.

I wonder whats happening now
I wonder whats happening later
I wonder what you give me that she can't

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
She's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse