I'm a very happy person, but I'm also a very sad person.

when I'm around people, I'm definitely at my best. even when I'm upset, I try not to show it, not because I'm a private person, but because I don't want anyone to judge me forever, simply based on a moment of weakness.

I have minor depression, but I'm not on anything simply because I think I  ( Read more... )

hahahahaha I love when we talk because it makes me realize how annoying you are. and then I feel better about not being close to you anymore. good riddance!

go ahead and treat me like I'm nothing, I couldn't give a rat's ass about you. it's sad that this is what it's boiled down to, but to be honest, the way you've been acting for the past forever ( Read more... )

dear boy #1:

I am so over it. I am so over YOU. I've BEEN over you for FOREVER, so get your head out of your ass, stop thinking it's always about you, and get over yourself. I'm trying to make things better, the least you could do is show me a little respect once in a while. quit treating me like a crazy bitch who follows you around and stalks you ( Read more... )

things that are on my mind:

01. why has february been such a circus-themed month?

water for elephants. la strada. 8 1/2. elephant man. beatles LOVE. etc.

02. I can't handle battle royale, and yet I'm reading it nonstop.

it makes me feel nauseous, which is really rare, but richard is making me read it and lucky for him, I'm hooked.

03. have I really seen ( Read more... )

planning on ending things with this guy, it's just not something I want right now I guess. also he's been a bit pushy lately, which is soooo not okay. on the other hand, I have a secret admirer and I will be getting surprises left for me over the next few days (apparently). happy valentine's day to me! if this isn't a prank, anyway. in which case, ( Read more... )

it is not okay to judge people without giving them a chance. first impressions do not count. just because someone lives their life differently, it does not make them an awful person. everyone has flaws, but the point is to get over them and appreciate each person for their good qualities instead of focusing on the bad.

the rule of thumb is this: do ( Read more... )

things that have happened since last time:
01. partying every night (sleeping a lot less).
02. made 10+ friends in the past week (outside of school).
03. made 10+ friends in the past week (film students).
04. currently have a love life (if you want to call it that, cough).
05. living a life like in Skins (minus the drugs).
06. doing lots of film work (8 ( Read more... )

01. school is lovely, and I've been out with my friends for the majority of every day. I've seen almost every single person I know in this city, and completely by accident! including Chief Pikachu, who is supposed to be going to school elsewhere, but just so happened to be spotted by me on MY campus!! hahahaha so if I guess I didn't have to wait ( Read more... )

some people are just so rude for no reason. why do you even add/follow me online if you're just going to insult me constantly? I honestly don't see the point, you're just wasting both of our time. and shouldn't you try to get along with me, considering the situation?

I'm allowed to say whatever I want and find beauty in whatever I want. I'm allowed ( Read more... )

staying up late just to watch Black Butler hahahaha. I think I've been deprived from anime for a very very long time (since the end of July, to be precise) because I've been watching nonstop tonight, and there are two other tabs open for manga too. oh and I finally caught up on the Naruto manga after almost 25 weeks of being MIA. I always used to ( Read more... )