Wierd day

[kristenmeme]

Lately I've been thinking about Jeremy alot. It starts when I have all these dreams about him and wake up expecting him to be there and he's not. It doesn't happen alot, but when it does it's unnerving because the dreams are never bad. They are all about the good things that happened early in our relationship when we were still in high school.

Comments

[jscottinfo]

Baggage can be really sticky and have a tendancy to hold on to you :/ But when you manage to kick it off in theory you will be a stronger better person :D I know that I wouldnt want to be anyone else at this point in my life :D

[kristenmeme]

I agree. I think I'm totally a stronger person for it. It just takes time.

[jscottinfo]

Indeed.

[buffybmt]

Life is totally screwed up sometimes and there is absolutely nothing you can do but try and go on.

[kristenmeme]

true. true.

[ericaz22]

hes a spineless dick. If he wants to kill himself, its his decision, but dont feel regret about where you are in life or why you still care for him. ITs only natural. You know what is important to you and that you are headed for great things. The past is only there to remind you of where you came from and what you survived, not to bog you down with memories and what if's.

<3

[kristenmeme]

Yeah I know. It just sucks losing people cause of someone else's mistakes, but I need to get over it. I can't change it. I love you girl.