How wierd is it for a 25 year old to date a 19 year old? There should be some kind of rule against it, shouldn't it? It's really bugging me.

I'm so pissed at myself. Right now I'm fucking crying all over my keyboard. I hate it because I don't cry easily. I usually don't get all bogged down in emotional shit, but I have been lately. My biggest fear is waking up one day and realizing I haven't made in impact in people's lives. I see so much pain and heartache all around me and want ( Read more... )

By now most of ya'll should know that the people in my life mean more to me than anything. I don't know what I would do without my friends and family. They have gotten me through all the difficult times in my life and I would do anything for them. But some people don't know what it's like to be a friend. They are selfish and backstabbing. They ( Read more... )

No kidding. It was stupid. A guy gets on the treadmill next to me and actually says "Did you miss me when I was gone?" What the... DUDE, I NEVER MET YOU! How could I miss someone I never met? Luckly I was saved by my trainor who came in at that time. Then the dude gets all bent out of shape and asks why I'm leaving him and gets all offended ( Read more... )

My arms are gonna fall off.

Well, I slept in alot later than I meant to today. Did my 3 point whatever miles around the house. Then Brandi and I went to the mall. Found some great ass kicker boots at Hot Topic. They're white knee high platforms. Will go great with my Halloween costume. Then we met Ty and Katt at Hancock Fabrics to work on Brandi's costume. Came home, ( Read more... )

Today, katt, brandi, and I went to the pumpkin patch. I got a white one and an orange one. The white one has a green pattern that looked like marbling and the orange one has wart like things all over it. Totally cool! I also got gourds and butternut squash there too. I found a gourd that had a conjoined twin on it making it look tremendously ( Read more... )

I don't know how many people are going to read this, but I really feel it's something I have to post. I recently got a call from my mom. She told me my grandmother is going downhill. She lost my grandfather less than a year ago, and it looks like she doesn't have much time left in her, so I should prepare for it. This really sucked, because as ( Read more... )

It's been about 2 years since I've been sick, and here I am, on the couch, snotting on myself. I AM BORED! I AM BORED! I AM BORED! The room is spinning, have a fever, have to get out of the house. Oh, well. Brandi has been entertaining me all day. She even made me some killer soup.

So I decided to train for weightlifting competition after all. My gym wants to sponsor me and I get to train for free, so I'd be stupid not to. I started training tonight. I'm the only chick in a group of muscleheads, so it's... interesting. Testosterone city. I'm decent at the benchpress, but suck at squats, so I hope it'll catch up. Trainer ( Read more... )