can't sleep...

[kristensrock]

so i got home an hour and a half ago with the thought that this was the perfect opportunity to catch up on the sleep i haven't been getting these past few nights. but after some putzing around, when i laid down to go to sleep i just started crying again. i got myself back up to try to occupy myself till i'm so tired i just fall asleep without

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[cookie2303]

You still have me love :) and you know I feel the same way about the situation, we've talked about this. But no matter who any of us meet at school, we are still best friends.

Always

[kristensrock]

kristen--

you always have me, always always always. if it's 7 am or 4 am or 3 in the afternoon you have me!!!!!

we gotta get through this college thing together, questioning isnt gonna make us feel any better.

"what if they are better than me?"--no one is better than you. NO ONE. sure they're fun or cool down here, but NONE of them could EVER be MY kristen. you got that? You have no idea how lonely it is down here without you and court. sure i'm keeping busy seeing a lot of people, but they just arent you

i miss you more than you could ever know

KM

[itsalldark]

Ugh I feel the exact same way, and summer is supposed to be happy and you see your friends, but my BESTEST friend [an older brother type..] graduated college this year and got a REAL JOB. So it's been exactly AN ENTIRE YEAR since I have actually got to hang out with him for more than 3 days at a time- Honestly, I have probably seen him about 40 days (if that) out of the entire year. Try that on for size, it is terrible. It's really hard but I think you realize exactly how important these people are to you during times of separation. And at least now you know that your friendship is indeed completely strong, as it is a joining of the heart and mind, and not simply a friendship based on convienience and location.

--"And thus nature has no love for solitude, and always leans, as it were, on some support; and the sweetest support is found in the most intimate friendship." -Cierco