Necesito ayudar. Bethany help! :( Scott and I just hashed out our relationship, and we were broken up for an hour or so but are now on a trial period.... The whole long distance thing is getting to us both, but more-so him. And tonight while we were talking, and I thought we were breaking up, I couldn't get control of myself. It hurt so much ( Read more... )

Crap. So I met this guy the other day, and he's wonderful! He's so nice and cute and charming!! But I'm with Scott, and I don't know if he really wants anything... :( AND! His name is Brian...and I've had bad experiences with every Brian I've known when it comes to dating and such! lol So I dunno. I'm confused!!!! :(:(:(

Scott was a jerk a few nights ago. He's going to a bachelor party in a few weeks apparently (which he off-handedly mentioned when I brought up my plans to visit him), and he was telling me how there're going to be lots of strippers and alcohol, and how "crazy fun" it will be. Then he said that it will be held in a pole barn, and went on to ( Read more... )

A poem I wrote a while ago ( Read more... )

hey god, why are you doing this to me ( Read more... )

Ok, so I just want to establish right here, right now, that poetry rocks my world! If you are male and you are a poet, I will marry you. And by poet, I don't mean you make up a few haiku rhymes, I mean you're a POET! You pour your soul, heart, tears, blood, anger, dreams, life into your words. And hearing such poetry come alive when they read ( Read more... )

So I've begun a diet and exercise routine. Yes, I'm afraid I've fallen into society's "you have to look perfect" bullshit. I know I shouldn't care, but I can't help it: I wanna look like a Victoria's Secret model. I don't really have a specific plan for eating; I'm just trying to eat healthier food and not so much junk food (and no more pints of ( Read more... )

SPRING BREAK IS ALMOST HERE!!! (what were you thinking?!) haha, j/k YAY SPRING BREAK! Even though mine's probably gonna suck..ah well. My own fault ( Read more... )

Woo hoo! Poetry exam tomorrow (or should I say today!)!!! Well, in about seven hours in any case. (Then two more on Wednesday--philosophy and spanish--and a paper due Friday.) And then....Break!!!!!! Thank God~! So the plans for break, albeit not what I was hoping for, are to go to a cabin up north with Scott. And this cabin? No electricity ( Read more... )

Damn You ( Read more... )