I have a good mind to just leave after I sleep for the first time in 2 days, and not take the 8-4 shift tomorrow that I stupidly agreed to so that I could leave for home earlier. Beats leaving at 8 I suppose. Granted how shitty I feel by now ( Read more... )

This is the kind of shit I copy, paste, and fill out when living alone and too exhausted from work to do anything else when I'm off.

1. How can I tell if you are angry?
I bitch. Constantly. Even when I know the listener is beyond caring. This is a habit I am working on changing because I know that after a certain (early) point, no one really wants to ( Read more... )

This is my plan for winter break:
Work on car, work on bike, open savings account, get side work with mom or dad, go with Melissa for her tattoo, do something special with Marissa, see some art, go on tour?, go to one of redbear's shows, go to the city a lot,  take my grandpa bowling, tag Lockport, sew up some clothes so I can wear them again, get a ( Read more... )

I don't wanna grow up to be manipulative like her.

I had been planning to write a big entry listing all the things I did for my birthday (week) (ha) but that list (and the list of beverages consumed in that time) has gotten so out of control in my mind that I will suffice it to say that this has been the funnest, most amazing, craziest, make-me-feel-loved birthday I have ever and will ever have. ( Read more... )

Wednesday night (actual birthday): Karaoke Night at some bar in Bloomington. Please note that since I look 15 this will be the first time I have been in a bar, EVER. Very exciting. If you can't rock out on a school night then you have no excuse to miss:

BIRTHDAY PARTY!: Saturday night, come over around 10 unless you want to hang out with my fab ( Read more... )

I am trying not to freak out at the fact that my laptop has been turning itself off more and more frequently. If my car breaks one more time (like the antifreeze leak increasing tenfold and not getting back to my place until 12 on Friday night and having to work at 9 the next morning) I am just going to break down myself. Please don't betray me ( Read more... )

Within a few days, my mother is hosting a sex toy party and my godmother is throwing a bra party. Of course, I am invited to both of these, but I think the amusement will wear off and lead to creepiness quicker than planned ( Read more... )

I hadn't been to a show at a "real" venue for a very long time before Riot Fest on Sunday night. Over the summer I got used to the dirty-hippie/folk-punk mess I've grown to love more than anything and became more used to watching kids stand in a park playing with no electricity while we sat in the grass and sang along than I realized. Being in a ( Read more... )

Dear social life, lack of hurting feet, leisure time, being bored, and getting schoolwork done on time:

I miss you.

I left my work a sassy note about how they ate my life and I need it back, I may get you back soon, don't worry.