i told him that i dont think i can feel special to anyone ever again after the last person, and he told me i was special to him and that i mean a lot to him. i am not sure what that means but i still feel very lonely right now.

happy fake over commercialized sucks to be sigle pretend love day everyone. haha . so the past 2 weeks have been amazingly crazy and busy and so ona nd so forth. I have been hanging with stina and i love her to death she is my besty and i have been talking to yonah and he is the best boy ever. i dont know if i should go to class tonight because i ( Read more... )

it starts to get really weird when the marines come to my house and talk to my dad about my brother joining and my brother saying yes and my dad having to defend his child to not be controlled by uncle sam. Its scary when it becomes a reality. i hate life right now

Ok so i am sitting here at work with nothing to do and its the slowest day ever. i am literally watching the minutes tick by until 4 then i get to go get drunk with allison. woot.

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if i could go back and just make time stop on this day at this time in 2001 i would. Then i wouldnt have to deal with crazy emotions and feeling sad everytime this day rolls around. I wissh i could go back for one more second, one more minute. anything. I dont even remember her voice. Tonight i will go to sleep and have a crazy dream about her. I ( Read more... )

ok so last night was out big hannukah party and i made out like a bandit dude! i got 75 dollars to barnes and noble, 50 to bath and body works, 90 in cash, a thing for my ipod thats like speakers they are travel size, last but not least i got a new phone , it is the enV. So envy me bitches! haha. from melissa i got the cutest purse in the world it ( Read more... )

so these are my hannukah present from josh and martin....and they just came so i am happy!!!!


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so yeah, i have been talking to lindsay again and we have a date!!!! yeay!!! im really ecited. wo0t

so tonight i went to the queen mary for the annual halloween thing majigy. it was mel, owen, mand and i. It was the most fun i have had in a long time :) i loved it! getting hit on by zombies is the best! lol. yay. hehe. then after that we went to danielles pre halloween party and i made up to jedd and it makes me happy that him and i are on good ( Read more... )