dear krylonians ^^ srry for the lack of updates, just haven't felt like it, been to busy with my sweetheart (LYSM) and friends and just a whole bunch of shit, you guys know the routine...graspop was fucking awesome, but i'll do a full report when i have the time, got lots to say ( Read more... )

(WARNING: ZKR INSIDE JOKES AHEAD, ALL FAMILY GUY ( Read more... )

hey guys, ok, i think i owe you all a little explanation for last night's entry...first of all the part about loving you all but not sure you guys do as much for me...that was meant for friends, not about the the other subject...and petra i love you so much, ok? no need to worry about anything, ok? one of this matters ;-) it's just something i ( Read more... )

Come with me
Let me walk in through the world that I currently stay in
You can take a look around and tell me if I’m mistaken
You can even talk to everybody that I live with
Maybe you could tell me why everybody’s so distant
Is it me or maybe, when I look around daily
I don’t even know the people I can put my trust in lately
People that I used to hang ( Read more... )

you know, there are some things i regret, still...after all this time, only me and one other person will ever know what...and i would like to keep it that way...we all have our secrets, right? no i didn't cheat on petra if that's what ur thinking, i would never do that...but, like i said, only myself and one other shall ever know, my best friend in ( Read more... )

Every time I'm left alone
My misery begins to drown me
Tied by a rope of anxiety
Thrown overboard

As I'm pulled under the tides of this fast paced world
I refuse to see

Time will always be the thing that kills me truly
Open these eyes waking from a dream feigning

My lungs fill up with letdown
Disappointment in self and everyone
Expectations died in failure
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hey guys, ok, i am officially making this available to friends only because of some fucker who posted a fucked up comment, so login before you view my posts and petra, please set the security level to friends only when you post, i love you

love you and miss you all 
(except that fucker from yesterday and i think i know who it was, but they're too ( Read more... )

hoihoi jij
je komt nooit meer op je lj of op msn kzie je bijna niet meer mja
kben de laatste tijd niet meer mezelf
kheb nu dit weekend toen ik ruzie had met men ouders alle mogelijke fotos wat ik had hange op men muur ervan afgehaald en dat is het meeste allemaal van jou (niet boos zijn)
ma ik kon er gwn niet meer tege kwil gwn ff geen fotos meer ( Read more... )

wow 
this is 
wow
ok well i will not be there when you return i have stage but you already knew that ...well whatever
i don't know what i have to think about you returning it's just weard ...
now it's just that i got a little of old live again(what i don't like)
i've got the bed for myself =D not with you snorring next to me =D ghighi
the only one i see ( Read more... )

our song that we used to sing together
Broken =>seether Ft.amy lee (evanescence)
I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
And I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right
when you're gone away

You' ( Read more... )