I am feeling much better ( Read more... )

It's aweful...it's terrible. 
Sunday night I called my mom to cry and try to get my mind off of the pain.  She said, "Dad is going to come up and get you...okay?  Then we're going to take you to the hospital and see if they can do anything for the pain."
I reallly didn't want to go to the hospital because it wasn't an EMERGENCY but I really was ( Read more... )

It's mono.  Got the blood work results today.  I switched doctors by the way...to the not incompetent nurse practitioner.  She gave me an excuse that said I was being tested for mono.  Now she's giving me an excuse that says I have mono.  I'm not quite sure if I'll be going to class soon or not.  Sometimes I feel really well (other than my throat) ( Read more... )

Oh my GOD! This is never ending.  I have an endless ache in my body and neck...i can barely swallow anything.  It hurts to talk and it hurts to just lay the wrong way.  Right now I'm trying to slide down some canned peaches because I am hungry but it hurts to eat.  Everyday it's something new, yesterday I woke up with lumps on my neck, today there ( Read more... )

So, I am feeling worse.  I only got up to take my psych test today.  I feel okay in the mornings, but the afternoons get me.  So I came back after the test and slept....and slept.  I didn't go to the rest of my classes.  I don't plan on going to class for the rest of the week.  I'm not sure if I should email my professors or not, at least my art ( Read more... )

salt water....Mmmmmmmm
I have a sore throat. My right tonsil is hella swollen. I've been stressed, tired, achy, I think I have a constant headache and I think I've been having fevers. So I've been taking Advil and/or Alieve pretty constantly for the past week. I'll schedule an appointment at the health center soon, but I don't have time to miss ( Read more... )

I miss my Chrissy ( Read more... )

He doesn't make me feel anxious ( Read more... )

Chris and I decided to get an apartment in Edinboro next year ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel so happy, and so overwhelmed and I think, "How could you ever doubt yourself? Look, you're happy. You're fine." I feel good, I have friends, I am accepted and wanted and needed and liked. And I like myself and I'm proud of myself and my accomplishments. I couldn't cry if I tried. I couldn't think why I'd ever want to harm ( Read more... )