A funeral... and flash hits...

[krypticfairy]

I went to a funeral today... My great uncle David died... he was a good person, like my grandpa (RIP) and he had a kind soul that is now way better off where he is. He had parkinses so bad he couldnt even remember his wife...where he was (a nursing home) and who anyone was

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[fieryfae469]

if only there were ways to say things that helped ease that pain you hold still so close that rarely do you let it out to show. I am so sorry to know how badly it still hurts this long after.

The best thing we can do is live life the way we kneew in our heart they wanted, and someday you will see him again. Sadly those words echo soundlessly and mean near nothing when what we need is to see them now. Cling to what you have now. You have many that love you now... me and Lucus and Joy and your mommy... and prolly many others. Still you miss that one person that was your grandfather and your father all in one.

**hugs**

[krypticfairy]

I tried, but I also have to be myself, then to live the path that is not known... I am happy, I know he wanted that. I do cling to what I have now, my mommy is the only thing I have left to seriously cling to family wise. I am slowly building a good relationship with my grandma Albright... I was kinda distant from her from the start though. You and Jocelyn are the only ones to see my tears, my other friends think im a cold person. Lucas has seen and heard me cry many-a times and I him, so things are fine there. We are happy together and he takes care of me when I need as much as he can being so far away. Thank you for the kind words, and they do help a little bit. I may only bring out what truly hurts me very few times, but it is the way I was raised. My mom dont cry unless its something serious, and I was always taught to be tough and bitter twords hurt, and to never show my weaknesses. I shall always be like that though, its one of the things that make me, ME. I am a hard person, and yet so soft and loving to those I want to be. ::

[fieryfae469]

yeah more than you know I have grown to hide the hurts and be tough. I've had to over the years. I do understand and I feel honored, and appreciate more than you could ever know that you trust us enough to show that tender deep and gentle side once in awhile.

I cannot wait for this weekend!!!