Meme, revisited
I'm in the middle of merry Christmas preparations, drunken, hectic friends reunions and a troubled heart situation and I found this old meme and decided to add a few changes...
1) Spell your name without the letter E
Lin
2) Are you currently in a relationship?
no :(
3) When you're at home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
I even lock it
4) Do you like your life right now?
it’s less than all right
5) What was the last item you bought?
bus ticket. If that disqualifies as an item then beer, food (too ephemeral?) and dip liner
6) What was the last thing you drank?
water
10) What plans do you have for tomorrow?
work, drawing course
11) What do you hate?
not a lot
12) Where was the last place you fell asleep?
bed. mine. unfortunately alone and I slept badly
14) Do you have a best friend that is a girl?
best friend?
15) How are things between you and your friends?
miles off. As in them being out of town ok, they're here for the holidays so a small smile there
16) What is your favorite romance movie?
true romance? Only one I could think of. Oh no, princess bride!
18) Do you forgive or forget?
tolerate until the unforgivable line is crossed. So...in general I forget a lot
19) Would you rather love with a guarantee of a heartbreak or never love at all?
so far I’ve gone with option no 2 WELL. Upon testing option no 1 recently I can say it's certainly something else... and fuck me, but I think I prefer that one!
22) What are you thinking about right now?
fetching my sister from skiing. That I’ll be late for it
23) Who was the last person to tell you they love you?
? one of my girl friends
24) Do you think they meant it?
in there lies the "?" yeah. not in that I-want-to-have-your-babies way though
25) What time did you go to bed last night?
4am-ish
26) What are you currently doing?
meme? Putting off going to bed as something feels off. Im annoyed with last night and am questioning my friendship to Live(f(b)kF), only because she was with her new boyfriend and I didn’t come to see her at this before party :( fuck me. I don’t want to go to bed before ive got something else in my mind this is no longer a concern :)
27) What did you do today?
helped my brother tidy up after a LAN party, had a nice, long chat with my cousin and fetched my sister from the drop-off point after a skiing trip to Sweden. And I had a phone call from a guy at the aviation club :) that was very nice. I like the fact that they follow up people, even though I realize it’s because they’re in need of money as well :P
28) Do you hate anyone?
not enough to be prompted forth by that question anyway maybe not a person as much as a situation...
29) What was the last thing you ate?
wok
30) Who sits behind you in math?
don’t take it anymore
31) What are you listening to?
rain
32) Who does it remind you of?
no one. Love it though
33) What was the last movie you watched?
calendar girls
34) What CD is in your stereo?
babyshambles
36) What did you do last night?
took the car to town, dropped off two pairs of shoes I’d given up on to a tailor who promised an easy cure, huzzah, bought loads of booze and went out
37) Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
as quiet as possible, to train my hearing
38) Are you a beach or a snowy mountain person?
Both. Im a lazy slob who gets a beautiful tan and loves the sea, while at the same time despice heat, love the pure, cold snow, mountains (so much better than the effing sand! Gets everywhere and burns your feet in the sun)…
39) What are you doing later?
sleeping
40) Who is your best guy friend?
H I'd say Daniel(m(I)e), because he makes me get me, inspires me to be myself more and go with my dreams, and I feel like we connect in this amazing way, but I won't. We're not speaking and for all I know we might never do that again
41) Where is your biological father right now?
upstairs
41) Do you have any piercings ?
ears
42) Where do you have them/want them
lobe. Used to want a pointy stud in my eyebrow, but as ive got laughable eyebrows ive thought better of it! Am quite intrigued with the whole expanding business at the moment. Nothing too extreme, and it’s not for everyone, but yeah… it can be pretty damn hot!
43) Do you have any tattoos?
nope. Might get one some day though, perhaps a tiny star
45) Have you ever had two dates in one night?
not really
46) What do you get complimented about most?
hair. And I get that “you’re a helluva lot smarter than you look” a lot, but that’s hardly a compliment
47) Do you get distracted easily?
ugh, yeah
48) What was your childhood nickname?
didn’t really have one
49) What would you change about your life right now?
more solid network. A friend recently compared my connections to a vast number of loose threads, but I'd like some of them to merge and grow into little skeins… Instead of being here and feeling miserable I'd like to be with D(m(I)e). He'd be over and done with his French girlfriend and I could start looking into moving to Ireland... I know it sounds crazy.
50) How do you feel about public displays of affection?
uncomfortable. Most of the time. It's ok if its kept nice and sweet. My grandparents do this adorable thing where my nan holds out her finger for my graddad to peck :) it’s lovely and I’d like to adopt it. If anyone look too much in love I’m looking for an exit, and im not talking about unseeming things, just… gah, when they don’t care about other people, why be in public? Its because my parents never…ive never even seen them kiss. Ever. And ive lived with them for two decades. And ive never been in a relationship, so that helps bring out the queasy
51) What's the dumbest thing you have done in a car?
crashed? Recorded a video whilst driving? Driving from one town to an other without breaking? Video taping breakless driving? Take your pic…
52) Do you live alone?
nope. Got my own floor though
53) Can you keep a secret?
to the grave
54) What was the best year of your life?
this? And every one to follow? :P
55) Do you have any strange phobias?
people touching my hair. Do not play well with hairdressers (I’ve been thinking that if ill ever meet someone id want to cut my hair we should marry. Or rather, the one I'd marry should cut my hair. As a ritual) and hugs! how could I forget to mention my awkwardness in the touchy-feely field? I swear I'm working on it though. Aaand quite possibly fear of rejection
56) Have you ever played Twister?
yup
57) Have you ever been drunk at school?
hehe
58) Last thing received in the mail?
info from an aviation school
59) Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with a D?
not as far as I know hah! I swear this is the funniest meme ever. He kissed me! He actually fucking kissed me! And later he apologized for it... I'd like to think it was because he's got a girlfriend, but I guess it was more because I didn't kiss him back. It's so weird, maybe I should've just gone with it, but because I've got a mind that follows complex principles I held back, because he had a girlfriend and I thought that by not letting him kiss me properly I could still trust him not to do the same to me when/if we ever got together. I know it's shitty reasoning, and I don't expect myself to ever live down that act of failed, egoistic nobility. I guess it made him feel like I wasn't interested at all, but that's what I do... And he'd been so good! He'd done all the right things, but I still expected him to do it all right, and stand by me through silly coldness and rejection, even if he wasn't all mine to begin with... Huh, I might've kissed him on the nose or something, but from where I'm standing I can't decide whether that's more bleak or ridicculous
60) Do you have trust issues?
hah. Capital “I” getting better though
61) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my sister
1) Spell your name without the letter E
Lin
2) Are you currently in a relationship?
no :(
3) When you're at home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
I even lock it
4) Do you like your life right now?
it’s less than all right
5) What was the last item you bought?
bus ticket. If that disqualifies as an item then beer, food (too ephemeral?) and dip liner
6) What was the last thing you drank?
water
10) What plans do you have for tomorrow?
work, drawing course
11) What do you hate?
not a lot
12) Where was the last place you fell asleep?
bed. mine. unfortunately alone and I slept badly
14) Do you have a best friend that is a girl?
best friend?
15) How are things between you and your friends?
miles off. As in them being out of town ok, they're here for the holidays so a small smile there
16) What is your favorite romance movie?
true romance? Only one I could think of. Oh no, princess bride!
18) Do you forgive or forget?
tolerate until the unforgivable line is crossed. So...in general I forget a lot
19) Would you rather love with a guarantee of a heartbreak or never love at all?
so far I’ve gone with option no 2 WELL. Upon testing option no 1 recently I can say it's certainly something else... and fuck me, but I think I prefer that one!
22) What are you thinking about right now?
fetching my sister from skiing. That I’ll be late for it
23) Who was the last person to tell you they love you?
? one of my girl friends
24) Do you think they meant it?
in there lies the "?" yeah. not in that I-want-to-have-your-babies way though
25) What time did you go to bed last night?
4am-ish
26) What are you currently doing?
meme? Putting off going to bed as something feels off. Im annoyed with last night and am questioning my friendship to Live(f(b)kF), only because she was with her new boyfriend and I didn’t come to see her at this before party :( fuck me. I don’t want to go to bed before ive got something else in my mind this is no longer a concern :)
27) What did you do today?
helped my brother tidy up after a LAN party, had a nice, long chat with my cousin and fetched my sister from the drop-off point after a skiing trip to Sweden. And I had a phone call from a guy at the aviation club :) that was very nice. I like the fact that they follow up people, even though I realize it’s because they’re in need of money as well :P
28) Do you hate anyone?
not enough to be prompted forth by that question anyway maybe not a person as much as a situation...
29) What was the last thing you ate?
wok
30) Who sits behind you in math?
don’t take it anymore
31) What are you listening to?
rain
32) Who does it remind you of?
no one. Love it though
33) What was the last movie you watched?
calendar girls
34) What CD is in your stereo?
babyshambles
36) What did you do last night?
took the car to town, dropped off two pairs of shoes I’d given up on to a tailor who promised an easy cure, huzzah, bought loads of booze and went out
37) Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
as quiet as possible, to train my hearing
38) Are you a beach or a snowy mountain person?
Both. Im a lazy slob who gets a beautiful tan and loves the sea, while at the same time despice heat, love the pure, cold snow, mountains (so much better than the effing sand! Gets everywhere and burns your feet in the sun)…
39) What are you doing later?
sleeping
40) Who is your best guy friend?
H I'd say Daniel(m(I)e), because he makes me get me, inspires me to be myself more and go with my dreams, and I feel like we connect in this amazing way, but I won't. We're not speaking and for all I know we might never do that again
41) Where is your biological father right now?
upstairs
41) Do you have any piercings ?
ears
42) Where do you have them/want them
lobe. Used to want a pointy stud in my eyebrow, but as ive got laughable eyebrows ive thought better of it! Am quite intrigued with the whole expanding business at the moment. Nothing too extreme, and it’s not for everyone, but yeah… it can be pretty damn hot!
43) Do you have any tattoos?
nope. Might get one some day though, perhaps a tiny star
45) Have you ever had two dates in one night?
not really
46) What do you get complimented about most?
hair. And I get that “you’re a helluva lot smarter than you look” a lot, but that’s hardly a compliment
47) Do you get distracted easily?
ugh, yeah
48) What was your childhood nickname?
didn’t really have one
49) What would you change about your life right now?
more solid network. A friend recently compared my connections to a vast number of loose threads, but I'd like some of them to merge and grow into little skeins… Instead of being here and feeling miserable I'd like to be with D(m(I)e). He'd be over and done with his French girlfriend and I could start looking into moving to Ireland... I know it sounds crazy.
50) How do you feel about public displays of affection?
uncomfortable. Most of the time. It's ok if its kept nice and sweet. My grandparents do this adorable thing where my nan holds out her finger for my graddad to peck :) it’s lovely and I’d like to adopt it. If anyone look too much in love I’m looking for an exit, and im not talking about unseeming things, just… gah, when they don’t care about other people, why be in public? Its because my parents never…ive never even seen them kiss. Ever. And ive lived with them for two decades. And ive never been in a relationship, so that helps bring out the queasy
51) What's the dumbest thing you have done in a car?
crashed? Recorded a video whilst driving? Driving from one town to an other without breaking? Video taping breakless driving? Take your pic…
52) Do you live alone?
nope. Got my own floor though
53) Can you keep a secret?
to the grave
54) What was the best year of your life?
this? And every one to follow? :P
55) Do you have any strange phobias?
people touching my hair. Do not play well with hairdressers (I’ve been thinking that if ill ever meet someone id want to cut my hair we should marry. Or rather, the one I'd marry should cut my hair. As a ritual) and hugs! how could I forget to mention my awkwardness in the touchy-feely field? I swear I'm working on it though. Aaand quite possibly fear of rejection
56) Have you ever played Twister?
yup
57) Have you ever been drunk at school?
hehe
58) Last thing received in the mail?
info from an aviation school
59) Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with a D?
not as far as I know hah! I swear this is the funniest meme ever. He kissed me! He actually fucking kissed me! And later he apologized for it... I'd like to think it was because he's got a girlfriend, but I guess it was more because I didn't kiss him back. It's so weird, maybe I should've just gone with it, but because I've got a mind that follows complex principles I held back, because he had a girlfriend and I thought that by not letting him kiss me properly I could still trust him not to do the same to me when/if we ever got together. I know it's shitty reasoning, and I don't expect myself to ever live down that act of failed, egoistic nobility. I guess it made him feel like I wasn't interested at all, but that's what I do... And he'd been so good! He'd done all the right things, but I still expected him to do it all right, and stand by me through silly coldness and rejection, even if he wasn't all mine to begin with... Huh, I might've kissed him on the nose or something, but from where I'm standing I can't decide whether that's more bleak or ridicculous
60) Do you have trust issues?
hah. Capital “I” getting better though
61) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my sister