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Its St.Patricks Day! Im so excited! To bad i have NOTHING to do!! lol. O well, maybe ill go leprechaun hunting! Always so much fun! Acually, i think im goin to Randys so he can do my project for me then we might walk down to Anthonys place after he gets home so i can see him for like 5 mins b4 he goes to work. I wanted to go n get my nails done and ( Read more... )

There WAS bout to be a girlfight... untill poor lil dani had to run to mommy. o well, im done. im not wastin my time on some lil brat no more. i got my boy and im happy with that. we all make mistakes. wastin my time on her was one. its straight thou. to bad it didnt happen... straigh up n clean, NO COPS! haha... that wulda been funny...
~oneluv~

so im so happy rite now! its an ill moment! im so happy things have changed so much from last yr. im not sayin i dont miss it b-cuz alot of last yr was pretty good but i just wasnt the person i wanted to be. i guess u could say ive kinda found where i want to b in life! i was just thinkin bout it and im so happy me n anthony started to date! and im ( Read more... )

I was so siked i was gunna chill with kelly this weekend!! untill i found out that i had in-car(which i did really good at! on 27 n everything!) and i still had driving school tonite...:(. And now anthony is sick! i told him he was gunna end up that way but nooo! o well, i just wanna see him. maybe my momma will let me stop by for a couple mins ( Read more... )

Im sick :(. what a GREAT way to spend my valentines. well, i cant complain to much, it wasnt that bad. my parents went out and my *valentines* came ova. i didnt feel good at all so we just laid in my bed together till my parents came home then we went downstairs. i wouldnt let him kiss me since i was sick so he just kissed my cheek and snuggled ( Read more... )

Nothings bad. Except my hatred towards missing him. im afraid of losing him but i dont want to keep him. i wont rush him. thats how things turn sour. even writing these words put fear onto the paper. i blush and my arms go numb. he tells me i have that laugh, "but dont stop smiling" ...good becuz i cant. its stained on my face. a perminate imprint ( Read more... )

hey guy! long time no talk! yea, i kinda bored too. but happy, very happy! lol. so me n deshawn broke up... lets not talk bout why but i dumped him. thats was like 2 weeks ago. but he wants me bak. hehe! hes so cute. were prob gna get bak together 2moro. ive been talkin to kristin and shes fine wit it and likes someone else so im happy for her and ( Read more... )

i dont kno why i set myself up to get hurt... i knew it wasnt a good idea since i was still kinda pressed on anthony but i still sed yes. and now he does practically the same damn thing.... well at least hes still talkin to me rite... wtf...

i can do this anymore. maybe its not as bad as it seems but i miss him. i cant sit here every nite wishing to go bak, even if for one nite. i cant do this anymore. i wear his t-shirt to bed but his scent has faded just as i have from his life. i wish he sat there everynite wanting to go back too. i just wanna be RH again, i wanna be the ride-or-die ( Read more... )