Random rant...

[kryssyfaye]

So, if you don't want to read this, don't.  I just need to get some stuff out.

So I feel like a horrible person yet I know I'm not.  I have pretty much no friends because of my crazy schedule and the fact that I live in Buffalo.  I have no one I am close with anymore and it fucking sucks.  I have Greg, but who do I go to to talk about Greg?

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Teaching is like that sometimes

[empressdcm]

Oh, friend, I entirely understand what you're saying. I have just now (in my 3rd year) started to have kind of a life during the school year. Teaching is draining, it takes up so much of your energy, and trying to get your master's at the same time is basically insane. There are definitely times of the year (like all of June, basically) when I just come home and stare at the wall, then sleep. And being far away from your friends definitely does suck.

I guess I don't know how to fix it (although when the roommate leaves I think your life will improve -- I tell you, living alone is the most liberating thing, mentally) but just think about vacations and summer... I hope you have a nice change of pace for the summer. I'll be in Vermont learning Spanish -- I think I'm getting pathological about Middlebury -- but it definitely changes things up from the humdrum life of school - apartment - school.

Miss you!!! Feel free to e-mail or call anytime (315-663-8156 -- Verizon, is it free for you?)...

Gros bisous,

Denise