I had a nightmare last night of a man appearing in the doorway of our bedroom ,behind derek . I woke up crying and wide awake of course. Terrified. I hate nightmares. I hate the idea that something inanimate and something that happens when I am unconscious has the power to fuck me up emotionally ( Read more... )

You are Agonistic
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My paid account is expiring soon, so says Livejournal's Daily Emails :( So don't be incredibly shocked if it goes from va va voom to blah as me over night :P

Mariah Carey Shares Your Taste in Music
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Well, first of all, you people all write too much too fast, or perhaps I'm just lazy or have too many LJ friends . No. I go with my first idea, you people do write too much too fast . I'm sorry I haven't commented on everyone's journal, since most of you comment on mine. I have read them though. Took me a hour last night and almost the same today. ( Read more... )

If you can tell me what classifies as a "real live person", I'll give you a hundred Canadian Dollars.Today, I felt insignifcent, unimportant and as small as an ant for a total of sixty minutes. I told Derek that I was lonely today, after he said that he was going to go to a friend's house for awhile, and I whined at his statement with me being oh ( Read more... )

You Are a Mai Tai
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1. Your name spelled backwards ( Read more... )

I feel wretched.