what is my problem??

why am i hanging on like this?

man. i have been EVERYWHERE these past couple days. everywhere from extremely irritable to extremely sad to extremely comfortable. however, i now notice, not extremely happy. i rarely ever reach that state. why is that ( Read more... )

i'm off to colorado for the weekend ( Read more... )

talk about self-disclosure ( Read more... )

so i thought i was gonna get away this time without an aftervacation down. but here it is. fuck.

hate it.

i have so much more to say. i need to figure myself out.

This is what we do to pass hour long drives to santa barbara. it took us forever to get this picture because i couldn't center the damn camera.

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i've been thinking about a lot of stuff lately. i wish i could organize my thoughts coherently ( Read more... )

so there's this daddy long legs living in my shower. i've had several opportunities to make a bold statement and kill it; but i continue to refrain and let it survive. keep in mind i'm terribly afraid of daddy long legs. every time i get in the shower, i look around to find the daddy long legs so that i know where to keep my eyes, making sure it ( Read more... )

this shit is exactly why caring fucking sucks.

i dont know how to handle a situation like this.

help. someone.

( a story that needed to be remembered after being lost, but for a reason -- sadness and pain -- but that has been reinspired in me by katie mayerson. )