Oh it is love from the first time I pressed my hand into yours thinking "oh is it love?"

[krzykerry]

Yeah.. so recently as I've actually had time to think, I've been pondering some pretty deep things. I'm 18 years old.. this is the age I've been dreaming about since I was a little girl. I thought all my dreams would come true at 18 (no, this is not a post to complain about how I have nothing). And then I realized, its been almost 9 months since I

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[vampfaery]

There will always be men like that Kerry...you just have to be better than them. I understand exactly how you feel though. But you have to remember that you can wear a skirt that isn't hoochie and a tank top that isnt so bad. And to me college is school...not partying. I don't party on a regular basis...really at all. And there is nothing wrong with that. You are 18(and an awesome friend at that) its just that you are mature enough for a 25 year old. There are things you can do to have fun without drinking...always. Remember that. Becuase you're 18, buy a lotto ticket instead of cigarettes, go clubbing but don't drink. But honestly 18 to me wasn't that big a jump either and I wasn't wowed. My parents were but not me. Now that my comment is as big as your post...lol. I miss you a lot and I'll be home almost 6 weeks for winter and we'll go shopping for cute things that aren't paris worthy, but kerry worthy. Does that sound good? I love you sweetie I hope you feel better.

[potatosnpez]

i totally agree you can totally be 18 without getting trashed or dressing skanky. sometimes i just worry about ya because i just always see you stressed with school and work and everything else and i want you to be able to relax and not have to worry about one thing after the other. but yeah im sorry if i made you start thinking about all these things the other day. when i said i was going to make you be crazy i didnt mean drinking or anything like that at all. I just meant like have crazy adventures and not have you worry about what time you were going to get home and stuff like that. lol and i think its a good thing you dont wanna be skanky lol theres too much of that going around anyway and there will be skanky people at any age :p but yes i hope you feel better too :)

[krzykerry]

I know you didn't mean those things honey! haha, I wasn't talking about our conversation that night. I was talking about this girl from my class who keeps telling me about how many times she's gotten wasted and the things she did with her bf's.. it was really kinda of gross actually..

anyway, I know you're trying to look out for me and make sure I'm not too stressed. I appreciate it. It'll be good when school is officially out and I don't have to worry about getting up for class the next day. I love you girl!

and Melissa, thanks for the comment honey. You're a good friend. and I'm totally all about shopping. lol, just let me know when.