Yep, I gotta start updating as much as I can. It's all I can do since I rarely go on. D::
Title: Never felt this way before
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing; KenZa or HiNaka
Rate: PG-13
Summary: After so much pain and suffering, Hirza now only has one person by her side, Nakajima Kento. He may be a boy, but he understood her very well. As time passes, she notices something she has been denying since the beginning: She loves Nakajima Kento. But one mistake can change everything she's ever wanted.
Notes: O_O This multi-chapter really sucks. Sorry, Hirza. It was the best I could do. Too bad the best I could do was rubbish. Sorry! ;________;
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Kento never left my side. Never.
He hovered near me, making sure I was well and all.
I noticed that I seemed to smile more around him.
He never left me standing alone.
That's when things were becoming awkward.
And every smile he flashed at me, made me blush madly.
When he hugged me goodnight, I didn't want to ever let go.
When he held my hand, I wanted to put glue in there so he wouldn't have to pull away, Ever.
My heart went DOKIDOKI super fast when we hung out together.
Those beautiful brown eyes mixed with locks of black hair.
And that shiny smile that always made me grin back.
He always knew ways to cheer me up.
And I was glad. Happy at the most.
Things were becoming intimate. That's when I noticed, too intimate.
We were on the bed, laughing.
It was the first time Kento tried telling me a bedtime story.
He ended up dictated about flying pigs and giant guinea pigs ruling the word.
We made a little skit.. Which ended with a slightly embarrassing moment.
Clutzy as I am, I tripped. He quickly grabbed my wrist with one hand and my waist with the other.
He managed to swing me on the bed, but instead collapsed right on top of me.
My cheeks flushed deep red at the touch.
Our bodies were so closer, practically grinding against each other.
And his lips were inches away from mine.
We pretended nothing happened afterwards and went to sleep immediately.
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"Hirza, kochi. I need to tell you something." I followed, curious.
He held my hands in his, looking deep into my eyes.
"I like you very much!"
Nothing could hide the huge grin across my face showing how happy I was.
And nothing could stop me from admitting that all this time, Kento was the one I really liked. The one I needed, I wanted,, the one I just had to have.
But nothing could hurt as much as knowing he was only asking my blessing.
My blessing to date my classmate, Noriko. I was fuming with anger.
Jealousy rose in my throat, burning my insides.
"I like you a lot.. So.. Do you mind giving me advice, sempai?"
"Eh?"
"You know Noriko, don't you? Try to get me a date with her.Onegaishimasu!"
"No!"
"Why?"
"Because..."
"Because?"
"..."
"Hirza?"
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!!"
Title: Seeing the Light - Part Three
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing: ChiiTaro
Rate: PG
Summary: After some real converstations, Chinen tries really hard to remember his past. With the help of four teenagers and a little bit of love, he's hoping things will come back to normal... But will they?
Notes: Uhh... Just some random, stupid stuff I wanted to write. Sorry, I fail so much. T~T
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I grinned happily to myself, thinking about Yuya Sensei.
And then a women bursted in the room. The same woman who was squeezing me to death before.
"Oh, Yuri!!" She cried, swinging me side to side, inspecting my body.
"Don't make your mother worry like this!" She sobbed, throwing me in her arms.
"Mother?" I repeated, confused. "You're not my mother!" I denied.
She looked heart-broken. "Yuri...? It's me, your mother! Don't play silly, mister." She warned.
I stepped away from here, breathing hard. "You're not my mother!" I kept on repeating.
She began crying even more, tears flowing nonstop. I didn't know what to do.
Who was this woman, claiming to be my mother? Who is my mother, really?
Yuya Sensei entered the room, sighing. "Mrs.? I'm afraid this isn't the right time right now." He cleared.
She nodded, giving me one last hug. I shrugged her off, a disgusted face revealed.
Yuya Sensei sighed again, pushing her out of the room.
"Chinen," He began. "I need to tell you something, but I want you to not worry."
I nodded. He scooted just a bit closer to me and my heart started beating faster.
"You were in a car accident and contain amnesia right now. We are working on a sympton for that." He announced.
I sat there, dazed. Amnesia? Does that mean i lost all my childhood memories? All those precious days?
"What?" was all I could say. He shook his head, patting my back.
"I'll leave you some alone time to think things over. This is tough, Chinen. Hang on, kid."
And he left. I just sat there, mouth open. Why? was what I managed to finally choke out.l
"Why?!" I screamed, sobbing in my own arms.
I didn't notice the four teenagers entering the room.
"Ne, are you okay?" A gentle voice asked, handing me a handkercheif.
I nodded, wiping the tears away. "Who are you?" I pondered, realizing there were people in the room.
The teen stood up, standing next to someone shorter.
"I'm Inoo Kei and these are my friends. This is Arioka Daiki, Yabu Kota is over there, and Hikaru Yaotome is the guy who has a silly grin on his face. Yoroshiku!" He smiled sweetly.
Arioka gave a little wave while Yabu winks as Hikaru jumped up and down, still grinning.
I bowed my head. "Boku wa Chinen Yuri desu. Yoroshiku onegaishimasu." I said politely.
"No need to be polite," Inoo stated. "We're all friends now."
"Why are you here?" I whispered, afraid that sounded too harsh.
"To help you... regain your memories." Yabu breathed, walking closer to me.
Arioka nodded along. "You need to remember the past... in order to live.." He sounded threatening.
Hikaru stopped his silliness and turned serious. "What was the last thing you remember?"
Inoo slapped his arm. "Hikaru!" He hissed. "That's too early. You know how hard it is to remember the past when you have amnesia?" He then turned silent.
"Yes, in fact I do." Hikaru rolled his eyes. I could see pain overshadowing his eyes.
I shut my eyes tights and rubbed my temples.
And this whole play rewinded before me.
--- "Chinen, watch out!"
A horn blew and bright lights flew in my face.
I saw lights flashing. They turned super bright and blinded me.
But I couldn't stop staring into them.
And then darkness overflowed my mind.---
I gasped, sweating. Daiki was staring intently into my face.
Yabu was holding Hikaru while Inoo studied my movements.
I couldn't stop panting, rewinding the memory before me.
"What did you see?" Inoo whispered, leaning in closer to me.
Arioka tilted his head, still staring deep in my eyes. He hushed me as I was about to speak.
"Why couldn't you stop looking into the light?" His eyes narrowed.
I gulped, ready to talk. "I don't know. I just craved for the light. I couldn't stop.. it was like i was addicted to it somehow.. How do you know this?"
He ignored the question, nodding. Inoo seemed slightly annoyed.
But when I frowned, he face turned soft again. "Daijoubu?" He asked, concerned.
"Who are you people?" They all stared at me. I felt completely uncomfortable.
"We're teenagers who have experienced pain as pleasure." Inoo answered, zombi-ish.
Hikaru snapped in his face. "Kei? What are you seeing?"
Kei took awhile to reply. He stood there motionless, staring into space.
He took a deep breath, coming back to normal. "You...." He pointed at me.
"Just stay here..." He croaked. "Whoever claims they know you, don't believe them..."
He stumbled to the sink and puked. Arioka rubbed his back, reading his mind.
"Do you anyone by the name of Ryutaro Morimoto?" I recognized the name.
"Yes, why?" Arioka became serious. "Stay away from him. If you want to remember your past, you must stay away from him. You hear me?"
I nodded, scared. "What does he have to do with this?" I asked Yabu.
He shrugged. "They're the physics. All I can do is speak to animals and speak many different languages."
I was shocked. "What do you mean?! You sound like you guys have super powers or something!"
He rolled his eyes. "It's something like that. More like special talents."
I couldn't understand a thing. "So... do you all have different talents?"
He bounced his head up and down. "Yep. I talk to animals and can speak in many different tongues, Hikaru has a photographic memory and he remembers all things of his past, Arioka can read minds, and Inoo can see the future."
I was surprised. "Wow! That's cool!" But then i saw Hikaru and his sad face.
Yabu noticed as well and excused himself.
"Hikka? What's wrong?" Hikaru looked up. He sat next to me.
"Do you know what love is?" He asked me. I shook my head.
"Do you want to know?" I shrugged my shoulders. "Probably. It'd be nice, ne.."
"Then don't ignore Morimoto Ryutaro.." I looked at him as if he were crazy. "What?! But they just sai-"
"Don't mind what they say!" he snapped. "Look, Morimoto-kun is only going to make you want to live your life without remembering your past. That's the bad part. You need your past.
"But by ignoring him, you may lose all hope of love." I listened carefully. What is all of this?
"What if I don't ignore him?" Hikaru grinned.
"You still have love. But you don't have life." I let my jaw drop open.
Well, thank you for putting up with my lameness. Hontou ni arigatou gozaimasu, minna! <3