Is anybody getting tired of the series I'm typing? I'm starting to. They don't seem very good to me.
Title: Never Felt This Way Before
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing: HiNaka/KenZa
Rate: PG-13
Summary: Hirza just about confessed her true feelings when she realizes it can't be. Why did she fall in love? Why?
Notes: I SUCK AT SUMMARIES. AND AT WRITING FICS. :[[ Oh well! I'll keep on trying.
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*"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!!"*
Eh? What did I just do??!! OMG, I just confessed!! OH NOES.
Before Kento could say anything else, I ran away, stumbling upon invisible rocks.
And I just couldn't help myself from turning around and seeing him smirk.
I ran into the woods, never stopping my steady-paced steps.
Tripping over twigs and getting scraped by branches, I burst into tears.
I collapsed on a big boulder, wrapping my arms around my chest.
"Why me?" i whispered in a hoarse tone. "Why?!"
And i shut my eyes real tight feeling the tears ease through my eyes.
I fell into darkness, wishing i had never come here. Wishing i had never met him.
Because I had never felt this way before...
I had never wanted to hold his hand so much let alone any other guy's.
I never got to smile so much in my life. I had never felt my heart race so fast.
And I had never felt so happy that someone said, "I like you" to me. That He said that to me.
I felt so ashamed that I misunderstood. So embarrassed that I thought of something else.
And I couldn't hold it all in anymore. I let myself fall into darkness and pain.
I let myself shred into pieces clutching only on a small pebble.
What more could I want? What more did I need? Nothing.
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"Hirza! Daijoubu? Can you hear me?" A voice called to me.
It sounded so melodic, so beautiful.
What happened to me? Why was I here? Why was this voice calling to me?
"Hirza? Please, don't leave me... Please... Open your eyes!"
But I couldn't. I wanted to scream to this person, "I CAN'T!! I JUST CAN'T!!"
But my voice didn't come out. It stayed in my throat, laying there stiff.
I felt strong arms cradling me, but the feeling faded after some time.
"Hirza..." The angel whispered in my ears.
Yes, the angel. I decided to call whoever, an angel. Because I knew I was dead.
I knew i wasn't in any way alive and that the angel had come to take me away.
But it didn't feel like anything like that. It felt like someone was trying to help me...
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I felt numb and cold. I felt alone and pained.
What was this feeling again?
"Hirza...?" A voice called. His voice. Nakajima Kento's voice..
I didn't want to answer and let my body fall limp.
Before I knew it, I felt something soft pressed against my lips.
And i reached out and ended up grabbing someone's collar.
Opening my eyes, I found Kento, eyes closed, holding me, our lips pressed firmly against each others.
"Kento?" I squeaked when he pulled away.
A crooked smile appeared and he chuckled.
"What are you doing?" I asked, pushing him away.
"I was just seeing something.."
"You shouldn't be! Don't you like..*gulp*... Noriko?"
He chuckled again, but louder, shoulders shaking.
"Why are you laughing?!" I shouted, angry. "This isn't funny!"
And his lips were once again on mine.
Frustrated, I angrily tried pushing him away again. He never let go of my shoulders and the kiss never broke, nor did it deepen.
I finally gave up and sat there, feeling his lips moved along mine.
He broke the kiss, slightly breathless.
"I can't believe you." I spat, narrowing my eyes.
He hugged me, inhaling my scent.
"Hirza... I don't like Noriko.."
"Eh?"
"I lied."
"Eh??"
"I don't like you either. I love you."
"EEEHHHH???!!!!"
Title: Seeing the Light - Part Four
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing: ChiiTaro
Rate:
Summary: Chinen still doesn't remember the love of his life, Morimoto. He knows there is such a thing as love, but doesn't even bother to think about it. But when love is something he needs to go through to trap the pain, he can't help but go after the wrong person.
Notes: THE SUCKIEST FANFICTION EVER. DON'T EVEN BOTHER. But, still, if you say so. Go ahead and read it... if you insist...
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*No life?? What does he mean??*
"You'll suffer and go through pain. You'll think of life as a living nightmare, making things worse. Life will never be the same ever again." Arioka stated with cold eyes.
He turned to me and looked pitiful. "Don't fall for him."
"For who?" Daiki didn't answer for he resumed taking care of Inoo.
At that moment, Yuya Sensei entered with a clipboard.
I smiled brightly and looked to the side, finding that the four boys were gone.
"Eh? Where are they?" Yuya Sensei raised his eyebrow. "Who?"
I jumped at his voice and shook my head furiously. "N-Nothing. I was just talking to myself."
"OK! Let's start on your diagnosis. Can you change into this for me?" I nodded and began stripping.
------Ryutaro's Point of View--------
I began hanging out with Ryosuke more often. When i wasn't trying to sneak into Chii's room, I was always with Yamada.
We always talked and had fun eating together.
But when Yuya Sensei came by, we'd become silent and leave each other.
Chinen would sometimes come by and talk to me, but only for homework related stuff.
I never realized he had a crush on the oh-so-gorgeous-doctor, Yuya.
Until of course he caught Ryosuke with him in the room together alone.
I was going to go to his room, but Chinen always wasn't there.
And so after some time, I would follow him.
I already knew Yamada and Yuya Sensei had a thing for each other and they were... together..
But I never knew Chinen liked him. It really hurt me to see him like this. Like a puppy tagging along after a person, hoping it would take him in custody. but that person never did.
And Chinen never gave up. That's what really bothered me. He never gave up on the wrong things.
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So I was following him through the dark hallways to Ryosuke's "special" room that he shared wiith Takaki.
And I felt my throat go dry when I saw him peeking through the window.
When he tumbled back in shock.
And I got out of the way when he stumbled away, holding back sobs.
I took a peek as well, seeing the two kissing and holding each other.
Seeing them touch and lick each other. How disgusting. How sick.
And how horrible it was for Chinen. How hurt his heart must have been.
I lazily walked back to his room, finding him on the ground, knees to his chest, and crying.
More like wailing, I mean. I could feel his emotions pouring out completely.
My hands touched the cold handle, but another reached for my hood, pulling me back.
"Ano..? I don't think you should be disturbing him." A girly-toned teenager half-smiled.
Three other boys accompanied him, and they all looked serious.
"Excuse me? I have the right to!"
"Are you related to him?"
"...No..But I still do! He.."
"He doesn't want you here. Stay away." The shortest member growled, teeth clenched.
I was stunned and froze. "Who are you? Why are you here?"
"It's none of your business. I suggest you stay away from Chinen from now on."
And I left, horrified.
Because these strangers were protecting Chii... From the wrong person.
I was supposed to be with him! But they were keeping me from him... Forcing me to stay away..
How can I do that to the one I love the most?