POST UPDATES FIVE.
Well, CHRISTMAS POST TODAY~~~
I will be posting the finishing chapters of Never Felt This Way Before.
And I'll be updating a chapter on Ani's ChiiTaro fic.. It's very hard to write. D< BUT I WILL FINISH!!
I'll probably post the rest later tonight or tomorrow. :]
Plus, I'll be posting Pepper's requesting InooBu fic, Only One Desire.
Title: Never Felt This Way Before
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing: HiNaka/ KenZa
Rate: PG-13
Summary: After feeling heartbroken, Hirza hears Kento's real feelings. Just how far will this go?
Notes: Just when is this multi-chap going to be finished? I'VE DECIDED. THERE WILL BE SIX CHAPTERS. And sorry for this chappy. It was super short, ne?
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"You.. What..?" I repeated, practically choking.
He just flashed another breathtaking smile and leaned in closer.
Pressing our forehead together, he whispered these words, "I love you.."
His warm breath filling my face. His smile warming my heart.
And his wet lips finding mine again.
This time I let him. I let him move whatever, touch whatever.
We went on for hours, kissing. But it never went that far. Never.
Catching our breaths, things just had to stop.
"Kento.." I breathed. But then things were just to shocking and I couldn't seem to get the words out.
He leaned in again, pressing our bodies together, pressing our lips together, shutting me up.
I fell to the ground, him on top.
"Hirza..." He whispered before letting our lips entangle.
And that night, I was so happy.
I was with him and that was all I ever needed. All I ever wanted.
We feel asleep on a pile of leaves, holding each other close.
And as the last rays of sun disappeared, I began to feel drowsy.
Kento rested my head on his shoulder, touching my face.
He never stopped observing me, not until he himself grew tired.
Our lips brushed against each others one last time.
And our eyes closed, falling into a nice, comfy, sleep.
Title: Never Felt This Way Before - Finale
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing: HiNaka/ KenZa
Summary: They confessed to each other. They love each other. But do they really?"
Notes: O_O. I guess it's the end... *cries*
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I awoke in his arms, watching his sleepy face.
He awoke not long after as well, smiling really big.
We skipped to the camp and found the others gone.
Shrugging off all worries that they might be dead, we prepared breakfast.
"Ne, what do you really think of Noriko?" I cocked my head, watching his expression.
"I told you! I don't like her. It was all a joke."
"Joke? Uh-huh. Sure.."
"No really!"
"Are you lying to me? Are you? Huh?"
"Of course not; I love you!"
"Usotsuki! Prove it, mister."
And Kento lunged forward, lips jammed into each other.
After some wet lips and tongue tangling, Hirza was pretty sure he didn't like that classmate of hers.
"Gomenasai.." I began, blushing red.
"For what? There's no need to be.." He held my hand, caressing the tanned skin.
"For acting all jealous. I shouldn't be.. I should trust you and all.."
"No worries." He smiled and planted a tiny kiss on me.
I pouted, sad. "What?" He asked, frowning.
I smiled evilly and he shook his head, laughing.
"You're a bad girl." He smiled and leaned in.
Another round of whatever-you-call-it-love-i-guess and the day ended, the two breathless.
"I'm really glad you confessed." He started, stroking my hair.
I looked down, embarrassed. "It was lame." I said coldly.
"Hmm.. But if it wasn't for it, we would never have gotten together."
I shrugged the embarrasment off and grinned remembering the taste of his lips.
"Thank you.." I whispered lightly, feeling his lips.
"No, thank you. As always..."
I will never forget my feelings that day.
Because I had never felt that way before.. And I'm hoping that I never will with any other guy.
Title: Seeing the Light Part Five Out of Six
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing:ChiiTaro
Rate: PG
Summary: Chinen somehow becomes interested in Ryutaro, the person he should stay away from. But when he starts feeling something towards him, things just don't go right. And Ryutaro, with life strangling him, how can he live on?
Notes: Am I going to fast? Just read it and tell me.
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I went through days, suffering because of that nasty doctor.
He began checking up on me everyday just because my amnesia worsened.
But I didn't care. The only thing I needed to remember was that I'm Chinen Yuri and that the four strangers were there for me. That's it.
I never really realized that someone else was there for me as well. Someone I was supposed to stay away from.
And I got to meet him.
"Chinen!" A voice called, sort of breathless.
"Oof. Dare ka?" I looked around, searching for the source of this person.
Then the fat kid popped up in front of me, smiling. His smile was kind of cute, but not so interesting.
"Sorry, did I scare you?" he asked, slightly concerned.
"Nope. You must be..?" He frowned and looked kind of sad. I was about to apologize when he smiled and introduced himself.
"I'm Morimoto Ryutaro." That name! It sounded really familiar.
"I.. used to be your friend... before the accident,"
I felt like something lifted me off my feet. Maybe he could help me remember my past!
I felt excited and was immediately pulled towards him.
"That's a cute name! I'm Chinen Yuri. Whoops, you must already know that." We both giggled, the moment was very awkward.
But then again, we hung out often. We talked, we laughed, we played games.
And my pain soon began to ware off. I didn't hurt anymore.
Whenever I was near Ryutaro, my heart would stop bleeding and it would breathe. Or at least try to.
Yuya Sensei was everywhere, haunting and taunting me. I didn't know how to stop it.
Or at least until I was discharged. One of the happiest yet saddest moment of my life.
I was happy because I wouldn't be able to see that doctor and that bossy patient.
I was sad because I wouldn't be able to see Morimoto again.
<><><><>Ryutaro's Point of View<><><><>
The day Chinen left was horrible. He was sobbing in my arms, stuttering a good-bye.
We actually got to become friends again. It was a nice feeling..
But those four guys. When Chinen introduced me to them, they were all stiff and rude.
Chinen didn't have a problem with them, though. They were all soft and nice to him.
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"Ne, Chii?" He raised an eyebrow, rocking in my arms.
I smiled weakly and let go of him. Pouting, he asked again, "Nani?"
"Ano.. Do you want to live with me?"
"What?" He looked really surprised and took a few steps away.
I hurriedly tried to think of another way to say it.
"Well.. let's see... I actually live in a share-house.. You know what that is, right?"
He nodded and it snapped in his mind.
"Oh! Is it because I don't have a home?"
"No.. Because.. I decided maybe.. You'd still like to be my friend."
I looked at my feet, flushing. Chinen warmly smiled and agreed.
"Sou deshou ne? Let's live together!" He linked our arms together and grinned widely.
We heard a loud crack and turned to see Inoo shaking, pale white.
Arioka was desperately trying to get him to sit down, but Inoo didn't budge one bit.
He started into my eyes, trying to send me a message, but I couldn't understand.
Chinen ran to his side, pullling his arm. "Kei-chan! Kei! Daijoubu?" Hikaru called, jumping in his face.
Yabu was talking in french with the flight attendant and assured her everything was okay.
I froze, still feeling his gaze boring into me. I didn't know what to do..
Because I finally got the message.
<><><><>Chinen's point of view<><><><>
"Kei! What did you see?!" I couldn't help but ask after he threw up several times.
Arioka had his hand and he was caressing his face with a wet towel.
He shook his head. "I didn't see anything.." he panted with a tone barely higher than a whisper.
Arioka gritted his teeth and hissed. I frowned and cocked my head.
"What is it? What's going on here?" demanded Yabu. He had his arms on his hips and was practically spitting in their faces.
"Nothing, okay?? Nothing's going on. I just need to take a break." Inoo staggered to a random room.
They had all rushed to Ryutaro's share house and quickly settled in.
Hikaru, sitting on the couch, had his arms crossed, deep in thought.
"Ne.. It's about him, isn't it?" Inoo's face fell for a moment, but then he smiled and scooted towards Arioka.
Daiki looked hurt for second, but snuggled into the older boy.
I knew who they were talking about and didn't bother one bit.
Just because they didn't like Ryutaro, doesn't mean I didn't have to.
But Inoo was saying something to him. Something important...
And it hurt him. Ryutaro was phased and it hurt him. I've got to know what Inoo said; I've just got to!
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"Ne, Ryu-tan!" I called, sliding across the counter.
"Nani?" He murmured, head still in his arms.
I ruffled his hair and pokes his ribs. "Stop being a baby." I pouted when he didn't make a reaction.
"I'm not!" he retorted, stomping his feet. Realizing what he just did, Morimoto went back to moping.
"What's wrong? You seem sad all of a sudden."
He froze for a second, hesistating, then he shook his head like he wanted to erase a memory or so.
"Tell me, tell me~!" I jumped in my seat, pulling at his sleeve.
"Fine, gosh." He muttered, pushing my hands away.
<><><><>Ryutaro's point of view<><><><>
--Stay away from him, you little coniving monster!-- The voice growled.
--You don't belong in this world, in his world. Just stay away from him!-- It snarled.
--He doesn't love you. He doesn't need you. Stop toying around with him! He doesn't need or want to assist in your stupid games of love. Love is something he hates. It's all your fault he's in this mess.--
These were the thoughts that Inoo sent to me. But I only told the first two to Chinen.
He nodded his head, furrowing his eyebrows together. "I'm guessing the guy you should stay away from is me?"
I nodded watching him closely. "Why would Inoo say such things?" He cocked his head, frowning.
"And he sounded too rude... What happened back there? Did you do something to him?"
I shook my head in disbelief. "Me? Why would I? I barely even know him!"
"Sorry! I just thought so.. I mean, Inoo's very nice. It's hard to understand that he said things like this."
"Well, then, you don't really know him then." Chinen looked offended.
"You don't know him either! We met first so that technically means I know him more."
"Whatever. If you say so..."
"What does that mean?" He asked, glaring at me.
"Nothing! Sheesh, you're just like a girl." "No I'm not!!"
"Uh huh, sure.."
"I hate you!" He swirled away from me and crossed his arms.
I sighed and grabbed his wrist, pulling him back.
"What's going on? Tell me!" He pleaded, stroking my hair.
"Nothing... It's just that... Inoo really bugs me.:
Chinen, angered, banged on the table. "You don't have to be so rude about it!"
Frustrated, I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples. "You know what? I can't take this anymore!"
"What's there to take? You said there was nothing going on." He had his hands on his hips, eyes locked on mine.
"Shut up!!" I screamed. "JUST SHUT UP ALREADY!!" I cried, pulling fistfulls of my hair.
Inoo bursted through the doors, puffing red. Daiki held his arm, holding him back.
Hikaru, confused, went straight to the wiggling teenager.
Yabu ran to Chinen, dragging him away from me. I kicked and screamed, thrashing about.
Hikaru tried many times to calm me, but I just couldn't take it anymore.
This wasn't supposed to happen. Chinen wasn't supposed to be in this mess. It was all my fault!
Daiki now glared at me, biting his lip. Inoo, restraining himself, didn't dare to come any closer.
Hikaru grabbed my arms and kicked at my hyperactive feet. "Stop moving!" he muffled.
I shook my head, screaming. "NOO!! Stop it!! Don't touch me!"
Chinen was speechless as I could see. He stood there, mouth open, eyes pained.
"Doushite?" the question rang over and over again in my head.
"Why me??!!" I cried, clutching at my chest. Why did I have to lose him? Why didn't he love me?
Arioka crouched down close to my, lifting my chin up.
"Because a human can never have whatever he wants the most." He answered in a whisper.
I let the tears fall, regretting everything.
"NOOO!!" I screamed, thrashing some more. "This can't be happening! It just can't be!!"
"But it already is." He stated coldly. "Give up now and don't ever come near him." Inoo growled.
Yabu took hold of Chinen, who was trying to free himself from the grasp.
"Ryutaro!" He called, thrusting his hands out towards me. "Ryutaro!"
He scrambled to my side, hugging me.
I looked up at his face and couldn't smile. Pulling him closer, I whispered in his ear, "We can never meet again."
"Eh? Nande?" He cried, holding me tight.
I closed my eyes and pushed him away. Yabu flung him in the other room.
My head hung low, the tears overflowing.
Yuri grabbed all his stuff, clogging them in his suitcase. "Why are we leaving?" He sniffled.
Inoo was outside with Arioka, calming down. Their stuff were already in the car, ready.
"Gomen, Chii." Yabu shook his head. "Things don't always go the right way."
And that was it. Hikaru was talking to me in a low voice, soothing my mind.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry it had to come to this. We should never have came."
I was silent, remaining at his side. "We'll come back, I promise." He stood up, brushing his pants.
"We'll meet again, right?" My voice croaked. He turned around and weakly smiled.
"Of course.."
"And.. He'll be there, too, right?"
"Always."
"And.."
"And...?"
"He'll remember me? He'll love me once again? Will he, Hika?"
"I promise..." And I knew he was lying. Everything was a lie.
I knew Chinen would never come after this. He would never love me. My life was a total lie.
The day ended full of sadness. I never wanted to experience love again.
The pain I went through. The time i wasted. So much was going wrong.
I didn't want this anymore. Life.. Why?
<><><><>Chinen's Point of View<><><><>
"Where are we going?"
"Somewhere to sleep." Arioka piped up, snuggling closer to Hikaru.
Inoo shifted in his sleep, his cheeks puffing out.
I sighed and slumped in my seat. "How much longer, Yabu-kun?"
Yabu, never taking his eyes off the road, let go of the wheel for a moment and looked at the map.
"Hmm... About an hour or so."
"Why so far?"
I didn't get an answer that night. I got nothing that night.
Thinking of Ryutaro, Chinen slowly fell into slumber.
He awoke, frightened and sweating. "Chii?" Inoo called, wiping his forehead with a wet towel.
"Daijoubu? Do you have a fever?" I shook my head, rubbing my temples.
"Iie. I'm okay."
"Are you sure?"
I scooted a few steps away from him, my head hung low.
"Yes..."
"Chii? I'm sorry about all of this.. About... Him."
"His name is Morimoto Ryutaro!!" I shouted, glaring at him.
He looked suprised and after some time he chuckled.
"I know that."
"Don't laugh like that," I snarled. "And if you did know that, then why don't you say his name?"
"Because I dislike him. I don't think he should be near us."
"Near us?!" I cried. "YOU MEAN NEAR ME!!" Tears overflowed my cheeks running hot.
"Oh, Chii, don't cry." He tried hugging me, but I pushed him away, sobbin.
"NO, DON'T COME NEAR ME!!"
"Chii, let me expl--"
"No! Don't talk, you big meanie! You separated me and Ryutaro! You made him sad and angry.
You were the one who said those horrible things to make him mopey. What is wrong with you?!"
"Chi."
"Don't call me that." he spat.
"Chi." He touched my hand, holding it tight.
"Chi, don't be like this. Please. I did this for you. It's what's for the best."
"IT'S FOR THE BEST?!" I screamed, spitting in his face.
"THIS IS NOT FOR THE BEST, YOU HEAR? I LOVED HIM AND NOW YOU MADE HIM NOT LOVE ME!" I yelped, sobbing uncontrollably.
"I wanted him! I needed him! But you had to go and separate us. Why?"
"Chi."
"Nande desu ka?"
"Chinen."
"Doushite, Inoo Kei. Doushite?" My voice broke and the tears started forming again.
"Chinen Yuri! I want you to go to your room this instant!"
I threw myself on the floor and tried pulling my hair.
I punched and slapped myself, crying.
"NO! YOU CAN'T MAKE ME!!" I bellowed, kicking the air.
Kei sighed and left me to my tantrum. His footsteps floated to the house and never came back.
"I didn't want this.." I whispered.
"I wanted him. and I know he wanted me."
"So why?"
I touched my bruised skin, wincing.
"Because a human can never have whatever he wants the most." A voice cracked.
Title: Only One Desire
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing: InooBu
Rate: NC-17
Summary: Not everything goes the way you wanted.
Notes: A lot of people are interested in vampires lately... why?
This was written for Pepper-chan [karmoisin ]. Enjoy!
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"Oh my God!" Inoo moaned, feeling Yabu's lips on his neck.
Inoo was on the copier, legs straddled while Yabu was leaning in between those open legs, kissing him.
They were talking about sex earlier and somehow Yabu confessed.
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"Ne, have you ever thought that being a vampire was wrong?" Yabu asked.
Inoo shook his head and frowned. "Never."
"What about if a guy likes another guy?"
"Hmm, that might be a little bit weird."
"Good."
"Why?"
"Because I don't like you. I love you."
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Seeing two vampires making love was like seeing hardcore sex on a pornsite.
It was amazing to the two lovers.
Kota slipped his hands between their erections and opened each of their zippers.
Earning a gasp, Yabu grinded deep into Inoo's hips.
Their cocks collided, rubbing into each other.
"Please~" Kei pleaded. He gripped a handful of Kota's hair and tugged hard.
Yabu's tongue was swirling in circles in a really sensitive spot on his neck.
He felt a tingly feeling and wanted it to stop.
Throwing Inoo on the desk, he ripped off their shirts and started sucking on the pink buds.
Moaning, Kei arched his back, letting the warm wetness cover all of it.
Their privates rubbed against each other's again, groans and grunts exploding from lips.
"You know what?" Yabu groaned as Kei was pinching his left nipple.
"Nani?" He panted.
"I'm going to get in you right now."
"Eh?!"
He regretted that as a sharp pain flew in his rear end.
He wailed while Yabu wiggled deeper within him.
"Shh, baby, it's all right." Yabu reassured.
He weakly smiled and began pumping on Inoo's semi-erect member.
The whimpers immediately turned into pleasured groans.
Yabu slid into the hole slowly at first.
As soon as Kei said he was used to the intrusion, he thrusted hard into the hole and moved faster.
He pushed himself hard and slow into the entrance and pulled out fast, liking Inoo's lusftul expression.
"Motto~!" He screamed, pulling at the fistful of Yabu Hair.
Kota pounded harder into him. The desk rumbled and shook harder than ever.
Papers flew and pencils and pens were rolling to unknown places.
Pants and groans and grunts and sweat filled the air.
The temperature rose and a warm thickness flowed over them.
Yabu's tongue found Inoo's and they flicked around touching each other.
Kota held Inoo's hips tight, digging deep inside of him.
Kei massaged his partner's back, kissing those pink lips.
He thrusted upwards into Kota's hand, loving this burning pleasure.
A smile played on his lips as Yabu sucked harder on his bottom lip.
"Kou-chan, I lo--" Those precious words were interupted by his husky groan.
"Gomen!" Yabu chuckled.
Inoo had his eyes closed, enjoying Kota spilling inside of him.
He smiled and felt as he, himself leaked in Yabu's hand.
Kota pulled himself out, breathless.
"Fucking God." he cursed.
Kei frowned. "What is it?"
"You're good in bed."
"Kota!" They laughed and sighed happily.
Yabu looked at his semen-filled hand and seductively licked the sticky fluid off.
Inoo closed his eyes and turned the other way.
"What is it?"
"I can't believe I'm about to do this."
"Do what?"
"This."
And Kei jumped on him and pinned him down.
Yabu yelped as Kei aggressivly bit his lip.
He licked his way down to the older's navel and teased that little area.
Now he stared intensly at the cum-covered cock sticking up near his mouth.
And in a second, he enveloped all of it.
Yabu moaned, the wetness feeling nice on his aching member.
He sucked hard, his head bobbing up and down.
Once again, the desk rumbled filled with thrusting and grunting.
I will be posting the finishing chapters of Never Felt This Way Before.
And I'll be updating a chapter on Ani's ChiiTaro fic.. It's very hard to write. D< BUT I WILL FINISH!!
I'll probably post the rest later tonight or tomorrow. :]
Plus, I'll be posting Pepper's requesting InooBu fic, Only One Desire.
Title: Never Felt This Way Before
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing: HiNaka/ KenZa
Rate: PG-13
Summary: After feeling heartbroken, Hirza hears Kento's real feelings. Just how far will this go?
Notes: Just when is this multi-chap going to be finished? I'VE DECIDED. THERE WILL BE SIX CHAPTERS. And sorry for this chappy. It was super short, ne?
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"You.. What..?" I repeated, practically choking.
He just flashed another breathtaking smile and leaned in closer.
Pressing our forehead together, he whispered these words, "I love you.."
His warm breath filling my face. His smile warming my heart.
And his wet lips finding mine again.
This time I let him. I let him move whatever, touch whatever.
We went on for hours, kissing. But it never went that far. Never.
Catching our breaths, things just had to stop.
"Kento.." I breathed. But then things were just to shocking and I couldn't seem to get the words out.
He leaned in again, pressing our bodies together, pressing our lips together, shutting me up.
I fell to the ground, him on top.
"Hirza..." He whispered before letting our lips entangle.
And that night, I was so happy.
I was with him and that was all I ever needed. All I ever wanted.
We feel asleep on a pile of leaves, holding each other close.
And as the last rays of sun disappeared, I began to feel drowsy.
Kento rested my head on his shoulder, touching my face.
He never stopped observing me, not until he himself grew tired.
Our lips brushed against each others one last time.
And our eyes closed, falling into a nice, comfy, sleep.
Title: Never Felt This Way Before - Finale
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing: HiNaka/ KenZa
Summary: They confessed to each other. They love each other. But do they really?"
Notes: O_O. I guess it's the end... *cries*
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I awoke in his arms, watching his sleepy face.
He awoke not long after as well, smiling really big.
We skipped to the camp and found the others gone.
Shrugging off all worries that they might be dead, we prepared breakfast.
"Ne, what do you really think of Noriko?" I cocked my head, watching his expression.
"I told you! I don't like her. It was all a joke."
"Joke? Uh-huh. Sure.."
"No really!"
"Are you lying to me? Are you? Huh?"
"Of course not; I love you!"
"Usotsuki! Prove it, mister."
And Kento lunged forward, lips jammed into each other.
After some wet lips and tongue tangling, Hirza was pretty sure he didn't like that classmate of hers.
"Gomenasai.." I began, blushing red.
"For what? There's no need to be.." He held my hand, caressing the tanned skin.
"For acting all jealous. I shouldn't be.. I should trust you and all.."
"No worries." He smiled and planted a tiny kiss on me.
I pouted, sad. "What?" He asked, frowning.
I smiled evilly and he shook his head, laughing.
"You're a bad girl." He smiled and leaned in.
Another round of whatever-you-call-it-love-i-guess and the day ended, the two breathless.
"I'm really glad you confessed." He started, stroking my hair.
I looked down, embarrassed. "It was lame." I said coldly.
"Hmm.. But if it wasn't for it, we would never have gotten together."
I shrugged the embarrasment off and grinned remembering the taste of his lips.
"Thank you.." I whispered lightly, feeling his lips.
"No, thank you. As always..."
I will never forget my feelings that day.
Because I had never felt that way before.. And I'm hoping that I never will with any other guy.
Title: Seeing the Light Part Five Out of Six
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing:ChiiTaro
Rate: PG
Summary: Chinen somehow becomes interested in Ryutaro, the person he should stay away from. But when he starts feeling something towards him, things just don't go right. And Ryutaro, with life strangling him, how can he live on?
Notes: Am I going to fast? Just read it and tell me.
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I went through days, suffering because of that nasty doctor.
He began checking up on me everyday just because my amnesia worsened.
But I didn't care. The only thing I needed to remember was that I'm Chinen Yuri and that the four strangers were there for me. That's it.
I never really realized that someone else was there for me as well. Someone I was supposed to stay away from.
And I got to meet him.
"Chinen!" A voice called, sort of breathless.
"Oof. Dare ka?" I looked around, searching for the source of this person.
Then the fat kid popped up in front of me, smiling. His smile was kind of cute, but not so interesting.
"Sorry, did I scare you?" he asked, slightly concerned.
"Nope. You must be..?" He frowned and looked kind of sad. I was about to apologize when he smiled and introduced himself.
"I'm Morimoto Ryutaro." That name! It sounded really familiar.
"I.. used to be your friend... before the accident,"
I felt like something lifted me off my feet. Maybe he could help me remember my past!
I felt excited and was immediately pulled towards him.
"That's a cute name! I'm Chinen Yuri. Whoops, you must already know that." We both giggled, the moment was very awkward.
But then again, we hung out often. We talked, we laughed, we played games.
And my pain soon began to ware off. I didn't hurt anymore.
Whenever I was near Ryutaro, my heart would stop bleeding and it would breathe. Or at least try to.
Yuya Sensei was everywhere, haunting and taunting me. I didn't know how to stop it.
Or at least until I was discharged. One of the happiest yet saddest moment of my life.
I was happy because I wouldn't be able to see that doctor and that bossy patient.
I was sad because I wouldn't be able to see Morimoto again.
<><><><>Ryutaro's Point of View<><><><>
The day Chinen left was horrible. He was sobbing in my arms, stuttering a good-bye.
We actually got to become friends again. It was a nice feeling..
But those four guys. When Chinen introduced me to them, they were all stiff and rude.
Chinen didn't have a problem with them, though. They were all soft and nice to him.
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"Ne, Chii?" He raised an eyebrow, rocking in my arms.
I smiled weakly and let go of him. Pouting, he asked again, "Nani?"
"Ano.. Do you want to live with me?"
"What?" He looked really surprised and took a few steps away.
I hurriedly tried to think of another way to say it.
"Well.. let's see... I actually live in a share-house.. You know what that is, right?"
He nodded and it snapped in his mind.
"Oh! Is it because I don't have a home?"
"No.. Because.. I decided maybe.. You'd still like to be my friend."
I looked at my feet, flushing. Chinen warmly smiled and agreed.
"Sou deshou ne? Let's live together!" He linked our arms together and grinned widely.
We heard a loud crack and turned to see Inoo shaking, pale white.
Arioka was desperately trying to get him to sit down, but Inoo didn't budge one bit.
He started into my eyes, trying to send me a message, but I couldn't understand.
Chinen ran to his side, pullling his arm. "Kei-chan! Kei! Daijoubu?" Hikaru called, jumping in his face.
Yabu was talking in french with the flight attendant and assured her everything was okay.
I froze, still feeling his gaze boring into me. I didn't know what to do..
Because I finally got the message.
<><><><>Chinen's point of view<><><><>
"Kei! What did you see?!" I couldn't help but ask after he threw up several times.
Arioka had his hand and he was caressing his face with a wet towel.
He shook his head. "I didn't see anything.." he panted with a tone barely higher than a whisper.
Arioka gritted his teeth and hissed. I frowned and cocked my head.
"What is it? What's going on here?" demanded Yabu. He had his arms on his hips and was practically spitting in their faces.
"Nothing, okay?? Nothing's going on. I just need to take a break." Inoo staggered to a random room.
They had all rushed to Ryutaro's share house and quickly settled in.
Hikaru, sitting on the couch, had his arms crossed, deep in thought.
"Ne.. It's about him, isn't it?" Inoo's face fell for a moment, but then he smiled and scooted towards Arioka.
Daiki looked hurt for second, but snuggled into the older boy.
I knew who they were talking about and didn't bother one bit.
Just because they didn't like Ryutaro, doesn't mean I didn't have to.
But Inoo was saying something to him. Something important...
And it hurt him. Ryutaro was phased and it hurt him. I've got to know what Inoo said; I've just got to!
~~~
"Ne, Ryu-tan!" I called, sliding across the counter.
"Nani?" He murmured, head still in his arms.
I ruffled his hair and pokes his ribs. "Stop being a baby." I pouted when he didn't make a reaction.
"I'm not!" he retorted, stomping his feet. Realizing what he just did, Morimoto went back to moping.
"What's wrong? You seem sad all of a sudden."
He froze for a second, hesistating, then he shook his head like he wanted to erase a memory or so.
"Tell me, tell me~!" I jumped in my seat, pulling at his sleeve.
"Fine, gosh." He muttered, pushing my hands away.
<><><><>Ryutaro's point of view<><><><>
--Stay away from him, you little coniving monster!-- The voice growled.
--You don't belong in this world, in his world. Just stay away from him!-- It snarled.
--He doesn't love you. He doesn't need you. Stop toying around with him! He doesn't need or want to assist in your stupid games of love. Love is something he hates. It's all your fault he's in this mess.--
These were the thoughts that Inoo sent to me. But I only told the first two to Chinen.
He nodded his head, furrowing his eyebrows together. "I'm guessing the guy you should stay away from is me?"
I nodded watching him closely. "Why would Inoo say such things?" He cocked his head, frowning.
"And he sounded too rude... What happened back there? Did you do something to him?"
I shook my head in disbelief. "Me? Why would I? I barely even know him!"
"Sorry! I just thought so.. I mean, Inoo's very nice. It's hard to understand that he said things like this."
"Well, then, you don't really know him then." Chinen looked offended.
"You don't know him either! We met first so that technically means I know him more."
"Whatever. If you say so..."
"What does that mean?" He asked, glaring at me.
"Nothing! Sheesh, you're just like a girl." "No I'm not!!"
"Uh huh, sure.."
"I hate you!" He swirled away from me and crossed his arms.
I sighed and grabbed his wrist, pulling him back.
"What's going on? Tell me!" He pleaded, stroking my hair.
"Nothing... It's just that... Inoo really bugs me.:
Chinen, angered, banged on the table. "You don't have to be so rude about it!"
Frustrated, I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples. "You know what? I can't take this anymore!"
"What's there to take? You said there was nothing going on." He had his hands on his hips, eyes locked on mine.
"Shut up!!" I screamed. "JUST SHUT UP ALREADY!!" I cried, pulling fistfulls of my hair.
Inoo bursted through the doors, puffing red. Daiki held his arm, holding him back.
Hikaru, confused, went straight to the wiggling teenager.
Yabu ran to Chinen, dragging him away from me. I kicked and screamed, thrashing about.
Hikaru tried many times to calm me, but I just couldn't take it anymore.
This wasn't supposed to happen. Chinen wasn't supposed to be in this mess. It was all my fault!
Daiki now glared at me, biting his lip. Inoo, restraining himself, didn't dare to come any closer.
Hikaru grabbed my arms and kicked at my hyperactive feet. "Stop moving!" he muffled.
I shook my head, screaming. "NOO!! Stop it!! Don't touch me!"
Chinen was speechless as I could see. He stood there, mouth open, eyes pained.
"Doushite?" the question rang over and over again in my head.
"Why me??!!" I cried, clutching at my chest. Why did I have to lose him? Why didn't he love me?
Arioka crouched down close to my, lifting my chin up.
"Because a human can never have whatever he wants the most." He answered in a whisper.
I let the tears fall, regretting everything.
"NOOO!!" I screamed, thrashing some more. "This can't be happening! It just can't be!!"
"But it already is." He stated coldly. "Give up now and don't ever come near him." Inoo growled.
Yabu took hold of Chinen, who was trying to free himself from the grasp.
"Ryutaro!" He called, thrusting his hands out towards me. "Ryutaro!"
He scrambled to my side, hugging me.
I looked up at his face and couldn't smile. Pulling him closer, I whispered in his ear, "We can never meet again."
"Eh? Nande?" He cried, holding me tight.
I closed my eyes and pushed him away. Yabu flung him in the other room.
My head hung low, the tears overflowing.
Yuri grabbed all his stuff, clogging them in his suitcase. "Why are we leaving?" He sniffled.
Inoo was outside with Arioka, calming down. Their stuff were already in the car, ready.
"Gomen, Chii." Yabu shook his head. "Things don't always go the right way."
And that was it. Hikaru was talking to me in a low voice, soothing my mind.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry it had to come to this. We should never have came."
I was silent, remaining at his side. "We'll come back, I promise." He stood up, brushing his pants.
"We'll meet again, right?" My voice croaked. He turned around and weakly smiled.
"Of course.."
"And.. He'll be there, too, right?"
"Always."
"And.."
"And...?"
"He'll remember me? He'll love me once again? Will he, Hika?"
"I promise..." And I knew he was lying. Everything was a lie.
I knew Chinen would never come after this. He would never love me. My life was a total lie.
The day ended full of sadness. I never wanted to experience love again.
The pain I went through. The time i wasted. So much was going wrong.
I didn't want this anymore. Life.. Why?
<><><><>Chinen's Point of View<><><><>
"Where are we going?"
"Somewhere to sleep." Arioka piped up, snuggling closer to Hikaru.
Inoo shifted in his sleep, his cheeks puffing out.
I sighed and slumped in my seat. "How much longer, Yabu-kun?"
Yabu, never taking his eyes off the road, let go of the wheel for a moment and looked at the map.
"Hmm... About an hour or so."
"Why so far?"
I didn't get an answer that night. I got nothing that night.
Thinking of Ryutaro, Chinen slowly fell into slumber.
He awoke, frightened and sweating. "Chii?" Inoo called, wiping his forehead with a wet towel.
"Daijoubu? Do you have a fever?" I shook my head, rubbing my temples.
"Iie. I'm okay."
"Are you sure?"
I scooted a few steps away from him, my head hung low.
"Yes..."
"Chii? I'm sorry about all of this.. About... Him."
"His name is Morimoto Ryutaro!!" I shouted, glaring at him.
He looked suprised and after some time he chuckled.
"I know that."
"Don't laugh like that," I snarled. "And if you did know that, then why don't you say his name?"
"Because I dislike him. I don't think he should be near us."
"Near us?!" I cried. "YOU MEAN NEAR ME!!" Tears overflowed my cheeks running hot.
"Oh, Chii, don't cry." He tried hugging me, but I pushed him away, sobbin.
"NO, DON'T COME NEAR ME!!"
"Chii, let me expl--"
"No! Don't talk, you big meanie! You separated me and Ryutaro! You made him sad and angry.
You were the one who said those horrible things to make him mopey. What is wrong with you?!"
"Chi."
"Don't call me that." he spat.
"Chi." He touched my hand, holding it tight.
"Chi, don't be like this. Please. I did this for you. It's what's for the best."
"IT'S FOR THE BEST?!" I screamed, spitting in his face.
"THIS IS NOT FOR THE BEST, YOU HEAR? I LOVED HIM AND NOW YOU MADE HIM NOT LOVE ME!" I yelped, sobbing uncontrollably.
"I wanted him! I needed him! But you had to go and separate us. Why?"
"Chi."
"Nande desu ka?"
"Chinen."
"Doushite, Inoo Kei. Doushite?" My voice broke and the tears started forming again.
"Chinen Yuri! I want you to go to your room this instant!"
I threw myself on the floor and tried pulling my hair.
I punched and slapped myself, crying.
"NO! YOU CAN'T MAKE ME!!" I bellowed, kicking the air.
Kei sighed and left me to my tantrum. His footsteps floated to the house and never came back.
"I didn't want this.." I whispered.
"I wanted him. and I know he wanted me."
"So why?"
I touched my bruised skin, wincing.
"Because a human can never have whatever he wants the most." A voice cracked.
Title: Only One Desire
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing: InooBu
Rate: NC-17
Summary: Not everything goes the way you wanted.
Notes: A lot of people are interested in vampires lately... why?
This was written for Pepper-chan [karmoisin ]. Enjoy!
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"Oh my God!" Inoo moaned, feeling Yabu's lips on his neck.
Inoo was on the copier, legs straddled while Yabu was leaning in between those open legs, kissing him.
They were talking about sex earlier and somehow Yabu confessed.
~~~
"Ne, have you ever thought that being a vampire was wrong?" Yabu asked.
Inoo shook his head and frowned. "Never."
"What about if a guy likes another guy?"
"Hmm, that might be a little bit weird."
"Good."
"Why?"
"Because I don't like you. I love you."
~~~
Seeing two vampires making love was like seeing hardcore sex on a pornsite.
It was amazing to the two lovers.
Kota slipped his hands between their erections and opened each of their zippers.
Earning a gasp, Yabu grinded deep into Inoo's hips.
Their cocks collided, rubbing into each other.
"Please~" Kei pleaded. He gripped a handful of Kota's hair and tugged hard.
Yabu's tongue was swirling in circles in a really sensitive spot on his neck.
He felt a tingly feeling and wanted it to stop.
Throwing Inoo on the desk, he ripped off their shirts and started sucking on the pink buds.
Moaning, Kei arched his back, letting the warm wetness cover all of it.
Their privates rubbed against each other's again, groans and grunts exploding from lips.
"You know what?" Yabu groaned as Kei was pinching his left nipple.
"Nani?" He panted.
"I'm going to get in you right now."
"Eh?!"
He regretted that as a sharp pain flew in his rear end.
He wailed while Yabu wiggled deeper within him.
"Shh, baby, it's all right." Yabu reassured.
He weakly smiled and began pumping on Inoo's semi-erect member.
The whimpers immediately turned into pleasured groans.
Yabu slid into the hole slowly at first.
As soon as Kei said he was used to the intrusion, he thrusted hard into the hole and moved faster.
He pushed himself hard and slow into the entrance and pulled out fast, liking Inoo's lusftul expression.
"Motto~!" He screamed, pulling at the fistful of Yabu Hair.
Kota pounded harder into him. The desk rumbled and shook harder than ever.
Papers flew and pencils and pens were rolling to unknown places.
Pants and groans and grunts and sweat filled the air.
The temperature rose and a warm thickness flowed over them.
Yabu's tongue found Inoo's and they flicked around touching each other.
Kota held Inoo's hips tight, digging deep inside of him.
Kei massaged his partner's back, kissing those pink lips.
He thrusted upwards into Kota's hand, loving this burning pleasure.
A smile played on his lips as Yabu sucked harder on his bottom lip.
"Kou-chan, I lo--" Those precious words were interupted by his husky groan.
"Gomen!" Yabu chuckled.
Inoo had his eyes closed, enjoying Kota spilling inside of him.
He smiled and felt as he, himself leaked in Yabu's hand.
Kota pulled himself out, breathless.
"Fucking God." he cursed.
Kei frowned. "What is it?"
"You're good in bed."
"Kota!" They laughed and sighed happily.
Yabu looked at his semen-filled hand and seductively licked the sticky fluid off.
Inoo closed his eyes and turned the other way.
"What is it?"
"I can't believe I'm about to do this."
"Do what?"
"This."
And Kei jumped on him and pinned him down.
Yabu yelped as Kei aggressivly bit his lip.
He licked his way down to the older's navel and teased that little area.
Now he stared intensly at the cum-covered cock sticking up near his mouth.
And in a second, he enveloped all of it.
Yabu moaned, the wetness feeling nice on his aching member.
He sucked hard, his head bobbing up and down.
Once again, the desk rumbled filled with thrusting and grunting.