Current state of me...

[kseenaa]

You know… Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me. Or if it’s not something wrong with me. Not sure. I just know the only thing I have energy for is watching TV-shows on Netflix and playing World of Warcraft

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[velociraptorx]

Be warned: long comment, feel free to read and not respond. :) But do, please, read

[kseenaa]

I actually read the whole comment. :-) And took my time before I answered to

[velociraptorx]

:)

Oh yeah, I imagine only having a few hours of daylight would make it hard to stay cheerful. It's so weird how daylight affects our body so much! And yeah, you broke it twice, correct?

Lol. I can imagine. V just turned 9 a few days ago, which blows my mind. I think we were friends around the time I had V. And I do understand. As a parent, especially, we want to put our kids first and want to do things for them. I also love encouraging, motivating, supporting people and not being able to do that is kinda rough. I love seeing people accomplish their goals/dreams. /shrugs. I understand. And yes, do fill up your gas tank - with food and relaxation. You deserve it, you really do!

And yes, so much good stuff on Netflix and Hulu. I've actually not been in the mood for it. I've been wanting to do more with my life than binge watch TV shows, but I have no idea what to do. Lol.

Thank you for always being there for me too. :)

[kseenaa]

It does indeed. Vinter in Sweden is very long and very dark, snow or not. And it really does effect you even you try to not let it. :-P For me, end of January and February is the worst, because it's the end of the winter and it feels like it'll never end. :-P

That's true! I think we ended up friends when V was a baby or something. I don't think you were pregnant, I think you'd just gotten her then. That's some long years! :-D

And hey, you are there for me to!

[brunettepet]

You don't need to justify what's been going on but having no energy is a valid reason for laying low.

[kseenaa]

I know, I try to remember that. That I don't need to justify it, but... You know. I'm just being silly, I guess....

[double_dutchess]

Sometimes you just need to put yourself first. Totally justified.

[kseenaa]

Thank you. I'm just really bad at that. As soon as I do, I feel guilty. Stupid, eh? :-P

[aatln]

To be honest I think we all get to this place eventually, especially us givers, the nurturers, the ones who seem to always listen. Don't be too hard on yourself - change is as good as the rest. We're all just moving through life at our own speed and people who can be in one part of our lives sometimes have to be placed aside in another part of our lives and miraculously they sometimes pop back in again at a later date. I know, it's sad. I've grieved the loss of some of my very close friends over the last few years, but I believe if it's meant to be, they will be back. No hard feelings between us, just at different places in time suddenly.

Are you having fun getting ready for the holidays?

[kseenaa]

I am trying not to be to hard on myself. It's something I work on every day, really. To not only think about everyone else, but myself to. I really do suck at that.

The holidays ended up being great! A bit stressful beforehand, but that's normal. And it was less stressful this year than previous years, so it was all good. :-) I hope it was for you to.