i'm amazed at people's strength!

i'm currently confused as to why shit is happening the way it is...

i dunno mannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

lately i've been thinking so much. i'm not depressed OR stressed out, oddly. i'm just...thinking. for once, i'm thinking productive thoughts. for once, i'm being proactive. and i've just been realizing a lot of things about my life and everyone and every thing in my life. i'm just going to focus on ME. and i'm not going to feel bad because i feel ( Read more... )

feeling accomplished like i'm going to be seeing the fruits of my labor. =) i love life. god is good. i'm meeting interesting people. i'm going to be able to work to support my life. i'm just happy about the way things are going. everything doesn't always go how you want it, but i'm seeing that sometimes the good outweighs and cancels out some of ( Read more... )

Feeling productive today...although I don't know how productive one can be while surfing the net or keeping an extensive journal on LJ, but fuck it! I still hold the notion that I'm being productive with my life! :-P

currently exhausted ( Read more... )

feeling good today.

it's absolutely beautiful outside.

nothing in the world wrong.

feeling fantabulous.

i feel so alone in these moments.

these are the times when i can't talk to anyone because they just don't understand. not even her...

these are the moments i hate being alone the most...because all i have are my thoughts. and what good does that get you when you're already feeling negative?

why has this dude been requesting me for like the past month? he changed his name from "nasty freak" & i just came from his page & his about me simply says he wants a girl with pretty feet...he even listed it BEFORE having a pretty face. guess that leaves me out cause my feet are far from pretty...treacherous if you ask me! LOL. in this case, i'm ( Read more... )

this weekend up to today has been absolutely LOVELY outside. i'm loving this weather. it makes me happy inside ( Read more... )