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It has been awhile
Since I posted. Since then it appears that I really am the Chosen One and I am far more secure in that thought than I was back in March.
This man defeats all odds and loves me for me and has not even once tried to change me. For that my love for him grows more than he will ever know. -
I am the Chosen One
There are days that no matter what you do, you get insecure and frustrated. It is a fact of life and it happens. Yesterday was one of those days. As the day progressed, I got more insecure and frustrated. The cause of my frustration is that yesterday was THEIR anniversary. They were meeting at the house supposedly to clean and divide more stuff. It ( Read more... ) -
Cougars
I must admit that I never thought of myself as a cougar by an sense of the word. Cougar is a slang term that refers to a woman who seeks sexual relations with considerably younger men. I cannot say I sought it out. It just happened. I have to say though that it was the best sex I have had ever. No one in my life ever gave me that type of orgasm. ( Read more... ) -
Changes Changes and More Changes
Well the year started off seriously sucky.. I got sick for the first two weeks of the year with the flu. Then things got very strange indeed ( Read more... ) -
Today
Today I turned 56. Some days I feel ancient and old. Other days I cannot believe I am not still in my 20s with an entire lifetime to live. Throughout my life I have been blessed with many gifts. I thank my Creator for those gifts because without them, I would not have survived. Some days I have the patience of a saint and other days I am angrier ( Read more... ) -
Jury Duty
I am exempt everywhere it seems but the City of St. Louis. Sigh. So now I am in a petri dish with 1000 other people. This is so exciting! Of course I am contributing my own to the petri dish because I am sick. Have had 100 - 102 degree temps for 3 days. This should be more amusing and fun. NOT! While I do not mind doing my civic duty, I wish my ( Read more... ) -
note to self
NEVER EVER EVER EVER tell anyone how you feel about them! Especially that "L" word. The pain is not worth it. EVER. You should know this by now. You obviously are a worthless human being to have had two failed marriages, been raped as a child and as an adult twice. So why would you think that a relationship with anyone else would work? You are ( Read more... ) -
Reflections on 2012
My 2012 was not the best year at all. I can't pay my bills without robbing Peter to pay Paul. I am behind on all of them including the rent. It does not help that I have room mate that has not paid much at all. I lost my car this year due to a hail storm and it got totalled. After the payment to the company that I had a loan through, I ended up ( Read more... ) -
Thankfulness
On Facebook, I did the 30 days of Thankful. I post them all here for anyone to read. Some were very painful to write and others I wrote eagerly and full of love. Perhaps you will learn more about me or something you did not know ( Read more... )
