Oct 05, 2004 15:52
it's all over.
i fucked up.
why did it have to end?
goodbye dreams.
goodbye future.
im a failure. i always have been.
why couldn't i be smarter or apply myself more? whats my problem?
why couldnt i have done better?
everything is always fucked up now.
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theres.always.tomorrow.
and im not sayin that in the sense that u have another exam tomorrow.
i know u cant make up for it.
but its one. not-so-fantabulous grade.
ONE.
no one is gonna say "OMG I CANT BELIEVE THAT GIRL GOT A C ON HER EXAM GEW SHES SO NOT GETTING INTO THIS COLLEGE"
all u can do. is still have that dream. if u lose ur faith in dream THATS when u have nothing. THATS when ur fucked.
dont think of what could have been. because its all over now and all u can do is just for now, forget about the grade or if u cant then just use it as fuel to the fire to get the perfect score on ur next 2 exams.
ur not a failure kat. ur not now. nor will u ever be.
u told me to keep my dreams alive and to go for it. go for whatever it is i want in life.
and now im tellin u the same. thing.
ur dreams arent diminished.
just dont let them fade away.
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