Just when you think things are looking up.

[kstar86]

Fuck this place, fuck this feeling, fuck this life. I am fucking sick of everyone and everything in my life blowing up in my fucking face. Do you ever notice the people you think you are closest to can say one word or one sentence or act differently and not have that same life in their voice they once did and it totaly pulls you out of a good

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[anonymous]

You know, when all is said and done, college could very well be the best eight years of my life (I am on the industrial bachelor degree program). I too took some time off before going to school, and it gave me perspective into what I wanted to do. Truth be told, I still don’t know what that is, but I am still young. The thing with that is at this point in my life and yours as well, any direction you are headed in is the right direction, as long as it’s not self-destructive. If you knew who you were and what you wanted to do at the age of eighteen, what fun would that be? I’m sure your friends do care, and are probably going through a lot of the same kind of things you are. It’s kind of the self discovery time in life. Things are rough at points, but they always get better if you see them through. I don’t know you or your story, but from what I read, I feel like you’re some place I’ve been, and I will tell you that it does get better. I like looking at ljs and came across yours. Like I said, I don’t know you, and this is the first time

[s4sami]

HAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHA this is so why my journal is friends only.....who are you to just read other people's problems? like you don't have enough of your own? jesus....

[s4sami]

YOU'RE MOVING DOWN HERE. you're quitting your dead end blue collar job and me, you, jake, and claire will live in paradise; well, eugene....but its like a smaller more chill portland. its SO easy to get a job here, there are people actually worth meeting (i think - i have yet to find them because i'm somewhat introverted) housing is cheap, we can skateboard anywhere we want to go, i'm not into drugs anymore i gave up on that .....it was kind of like a blue collar dead end job, but instead of getting paid, i was spending money....yea totally doesn't make sense. your boyfriend isn't good for you....everyone knows that. we can all sleep in my waterbed and occasionally smoke out of my new hookah. because honey is better to smoke than cigarettes anywho. we'll get out of this cave together....its just like plato's theory.....we are all in a dark cave - our reality is in that cave, and the shadows the sun casts on the wall is the only reality we know......we have to turn around and see the sun.....know that its not our shadows that is

[claire_bear409]

call me

who the fuck is that person who posted anyonomuse? haha sounds like youve got a secret admiers....i use my super skills as a intenet nerd and us is IP addres and find out who it is....

[s4sami]

i still don't know how to do that...