i can't afford to live in an apartment (or really anywhere) right now cuz yes, they did drop my hours a bit, but THAT isn't my fault. even though i make AT LEAST $600 a month, i still can't afford to find a place. it was REALLY hard for me to live in that apartment with just you, let alone now, find one by myself. oh well. and about considering moving back in with aaron, yeah, i AM considering it. but, i probably won't, just for said reasons. we WILL end up fighting and bitching all the time, and end up hating each other more than we already do. it sucks, and there's really nothing i can do about it. i don't want to take the chance to let aaron get the satisfaction of "holding his ground" longer than i do, and me ending up on the street anymore than i already am. i'm already stressed out about not having a real place to live enough as it is right now, i don't need aaron to ruin that again
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I did call your. and/or will. Depending on when you wrote this.
Im sorry to hear that your situation is so bad. One thing that Ive learned is that Aaron is one of those people that can get by on life effortlessley for reasons unknown to me. He seems to be able to be good at anything he wants to be, which probably has something to do with some of his personality disorders. The faster you come to terms with it, the better. Its still biting me in the ass too. It makes me angry sometimes. But there are people like that in the world. Unfortunatley.
Anyways, I hope you find a better job, and whatnot. Or a second job. Something like that. And I hope you find a home soon, cause that would be cool for you too. And Im going to be very sad if you cant go to 30STM. But I definatley need to know soon cause the only way Im going is if you are.. I dont really want to go all the way down to Seattle to watch a concert by my lonesome.
when is the blasted show...? i don't have ANY moneys to drive up there, let alone go to a show at all. but call me. we'll do something sometime i'm sure. i'll mosey my way up there to hang out with you eventually.
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Depending on when you wrote this.
Im sorry to hear that your situation is so bad.
One thing that Ive learned is that Aaron is one of those people that can get by on life effortlessley for reasons unknown to me. He seems to be able to be good at anything he wants to be, which probably has something to do with some of his personality disorders.
The faster you come to terms with it, the better.
Its still biting me in the ass too.
It makes me angry sometimes. But there are people like that in the world.
Unfortunatley.
Anyways, I hope you find a better job, and whatnot. Or a second job. Something like that. And I hope you find a home soon, cause that would be cool for you too.
And Im going to be very sad if you cant go to 30STM.
But I definatley need to know soon cause the only way Im going is if you are.. I dont really want to go all the way down to Seattle to watch a concert by my lonesome.
Anywhoo.. yea. Ill call you soon.
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i don't have ANY moneys to drive up there, let alone go to a show at all.
but call me. we'll do something sometime i'm sure. i'll mosey my way up there to hang out with you eventually.
<3 KT
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