so this past wknd was soo good! um friday night i jus chilled w/ my baby! sat. i went over to auriels w/ christine.. fun times ladies-- i <3 yall mucho! hmm then sun night i didnt feel good.. monday chilled w/ ryan preston mandy and justin.. good timess!!!

today is me and justins 9 months-- i <3 him so so much! wow.. thats a long time!lol neways.. ( Read more... )

well today was alright. the sun's finally shining! yes yes. uhh so i got home, had to wait for the cleaners to get here.. left. went to the tanning bed. and yeah now i'm settin here listening to my mom complain ( Read more... )

ahh today was soo awesome!.. school was fun. everyone had flowers and stuff. it was sweet ( Read more... )

so-- i haven't really written in here for a while-- things have been really gay lately. but.. i def. brought all my grades up!! yesss!! ok well i dont remember the last time wrtitin in here. so i'm jus gona start from this wknd ( Read more... )

ever wonder what it might be like, if you were gone? all i seem to do is make everyone around me so unhappy. everyone. people that i'm not even friends w/. and it h.u.r.t.s so bad. it hurts to know that you gave it all you had, but you were never good enough. it hurts to always be the one who's the bitch in the situation. i'm not a mean person. i ( Read more... )

so today was an ok day at school. nothin too eventful. chemistry and geometry grades are comin up ( Read more... )

wow lately i've been on like this "happy" high? lol idk what it is-- i think i just sorta realized three things ( Read more... )

so me and my mom got to talkin.. and she wants to go somewhere for spring break :) yess! like somewhere in FL.. not panama though. she said all thats gona be is a mass orgy in the middle of the atlantic.. lol coooool mom. so prolly somewhere like destin or daytona.. and i get to bring a friend :) exciting.. pray that my stingy step dad will say yes ( Read more... )

so friday after school totally sucked. me and someone got in a fight. all i've learned from this is ( Read more... )

i hate immature females, i hate drama, i hate fighting, i hate chemistry, i hate geomerty, i hate bein canceled on, i hate two faced people, i hate not havin a best friend, i hate infatuation, i hate feeling helpless, i hate to be ignored, i hate being sweet to people-- and then havin them back stab me, i hate lust, i hate sex, i hate layin in my ( Read more... )