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Kel,

I am sorry you are hurting so much right now. I know how hard it is and I also wish your dad was back with us. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think about him and miss him. He was our super hero, the one who could leap tall buildings in a single bound. No one can ever replace him for either of us. All we can do is make him proud ( Read more... )

i don't know what this means but i know that i don't like going to sleep without him next to me.
~cryptic~

i don't know if i'm moving back now.
life is a trip.

jeanette and i are going to europe next summer for 1-2 months.
i'm really stoked about it. we've been going to barnes and noble a lot to read books about europe because we're too poor to just ( Read more... )

i just really don't think he deserves to be happy.
¯\_(°_0)_/¯

news is:
i'm leaving lynchburg.
it was a hard decision, but i've made it.
pretty bummed mostly, but it'll be good.
i get to live with my mom and ride the gravy train for awhile. aww yeah.
i'm hoping i find happiness that i never expected to find in a place that i never expected to find it.
it's the only thing that excites me about leaving.
and, i'm ( Read more... )

being vegan is going well ( Read more... )

( using most unfriendly words that the village children had not yet heard; )

did i mention i got a job?
because i did, at the white hart.
along with everyone else in lynchburg (including blake). eeep.
whatever. no care.
i had great girl talk tonight with dana and liz and i just...seriously should not be paying any mind to him.
excuse my language,
but fuck it.
once and for all,
fuck it.
i think i have said that before.
maybe after ( Read more... )

life since the rescue has been weird.
blake's been extra chatty with me since my return, which is weird considering how unchatty he's been with me for the last almost three months.
5 or 6 nights ago, he called me at 3am 'just to talk'.
he hasn't called me on the telephone for any reason in probably two months.
it was very odd and i had to check my ( Read more... )

being home is a bittersweet feeling. it is almost depressing to know that I won't see all these people together at the same time. then I remind myself that being a rescue rider was the single greatest and most influential experience of my life and how I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. we refuse to accept that violence is the way of the ( Read more... )