SHIT!

[ktcvasu]

Today has been one of the worst days of my life i think. i thought maybe if i wrote in this journal that it would make me feel better. when i was at home this last weekend, i was the happiest girl in the whole world. i was with people who cared about me and i had so much fun but when i came back here, everything went down hill. i'm never as happy

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[drlightning]

i know how u feel. i know that might not seem like they are very powerful words, but honestly i know how u feel. i always think the next step in my life is going to make things easier and better, but it just stays the same or gets worse in some ways. some things do get easier, but overall it doesnt. and im sorry that when u bring up important topics when talking to your parents they dont listen. u already know that u have lots of people to talk to, including me and kevin, about watever. but i understand that there some things u want to only talk to your parents about. but if there is any way i can help just tell me. soon u will find wat u want out of life because u deserve it. you're such a kind and sweet person that no matter what u do u will always make the word a better place, and i want u to realize this because this will make u happy. u are happy when other people are happy, and u are able to make people happy. u get wat im saying? sorry, i didnt word it very well. i dont really know wat else to say. cheer up. when

[wilkommen]

some parents (=waht sounds like yours) just can't trust their kids cuz they fear they are gonna make a mistake. but what is a mistake to them is a lesson learned to us- and i don't think parents understand.
you know?
it's like- i need jump of this ledge- even though i don't know what i'm jumping into- but u can't tell me not to b/c u know it's a shithole- i won't understand til i learn it myself.
although i too have yet to b able to explain this to parents- i just thought i'd comment that i can relate!