Exhausted from last night's craaaaazy night and moving out this morning....I slept most of the day away. It completely blows my mind that I will never live in Russell hall again....prob never set foot in room 1008 again, the place that was my home for a year. My room is in shambles. My car is still packed full of stuff. My non athens friends have ( Read more... )

I think it's fair to say that everyone is semi stressed right now. I mean, it's crunch time people! I love this time of year when it comes to weather....but that's about it. I hate exams and then of course the saying goodbye to everyone...and then there's moving out....only knowing that we will have to move home or where ever we are living for the ( Read more... )

I want a guy who wants to see me smile...wants to make me laugh. I want a guy who will not try to take advantage of me and one that will not see me as a piece of meat. I want to be "beautiful," not "hot." I want a guy that respects me. I want a guy that will stay in with me on a Saturday night...watch some cheesy, lame Disney movie with me. I want ( Read more... )

So this semester really needs to end. Of course I will be sad when most of my friends leave (cept for those few Athens buds) but jeeze, I am so tired of studying. I am already burnt out and exam studying has yet to begin. And this Italian is making NO SENSE what-so-ever. We have literally learned ALL of the Italian language in one semester. Our ( Read more... )

So my weekend, basically starting on thursday, was one crazy party. I got to be with my gals which was cool. We went nuts and it was so much fun. Note to self: don't paint your nails when you are drunk. They looked aweful! Kristikins...you woulda thought I learned that from the toe painting episode at Youngshin's. I swore they looked good until the ( Read more... )

I've been in the best of moods lately. I can't explain it. I know it hasn't been the beautiful weather or anything because damn, it has been freakin cold! Today we finally got a beautiful day...bout time! I love skirt and flip flop weather. While there is turmoil all around me (work, school winding down, preparing for exams, moving out of the dorms ( Read more... )

I've been feeling weird lately.....about guys and such. It's like I'm in love with this person that doesn't exist. I can't really explain it but I just have this overwhelming amount of love in my heart that is just waiting to be given to someone. I don't know....usually people want a boyfriend or girlfriend because they want someone to care about ( Read more... )

So some of my friends were talking about their online diaries and I realized that I had sort of forgotten about mine. The year is winding down....which in some ways is sad and in other ways.....excellent. I think it's fair to say that my brain is rejecting all new forms of information that I try to make it learn...it's totally fried. College is ( Read more... )

Yesterday, after Italian I was talking with my teacher Christy, who is the coolest ever. We were talking about dating and such and I mentioned that somehow I always manage to find the assholes. I kept thinking over and over again, why do I continually choose to be with the assholes out there? And then of course I am just friends with the absolutely ( Read more... )

It sucks being so confused with yourself. This may not make any sense, but it's like....you don't even know who you are. It's like waking up and hating yourself for the things you've done or realizing just how far you are from the person you want to be. It's a downward spiral, when the "fun" I've had, in the end, somehow doesn't seem worth it. It's ( Read more... )