ryan's in the hospital
his spleen ruptured.

i went to go see him today.
he looks so sad.
& in so much pain.

no matter what he's done
and no matter how much
he's hurt me, i still
feel bad this happened.
& to know the fact
he could have died
if he went to sleep that night
& us being on bad terms KILLS ME.

LALALALALALLALLA

i'm fucking hyper.
i went to hickory's chorus
concert tonight for my
babies mommmmmma.

aka, NICOLE.
i met Ryan & Chris.
veryyyyy nice young men.

psssssssss. coooookies areeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so good.

TAHHTAHHAAAA>AHHSS>>ASljks.

I don't know anything anymore.
seriously.

one thing sounds great
but something else
sounds so much better

should i start something new
or go back and continue something.
ah.

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I wish my mom would stop being so anal about everything ( Read more... )

I'm tired of this.

seriously.

EDIT:

everything's fine.
infact it's wonderful.

1) When was the last time you ran around in the rain ( Read more... )

Why am i so nice.
and give everyone
second chances.

Lat night was truly amazing.
Absolutely one of the best
nights i've had in a very long time.
<3

' they look like popcorn! '

<33

Hunt Club looks so amazing.
I'm excitedddd.

&&&& I think I found My ringdance dress :D

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