A little similar to "happy ever after"
12th Chapter - A little similar to "happy ever after"
He hadn’t planned any of this.
He hadn’t even thought about it when Zelo came over to spend the evening in his room.
It was after he’d started crying, after Yong Guk had wrapped him up in his arms and planted kissed on his locks until his sobs stopped.
He had nudged his head against Zelos, making the other look up to him and he’d taken a risk, taken a chance when he lowered his head and his lips grazed over Zelos softly.
The younger had looked at him, various emotions flashing over his face from shock, to disbelieve to a final happy smile.
From that point on everything just happened natural and for this one night they made believe.
That everything was alright, that nothing had happened before, that none of them had been hurt or sad.
They embraced each other with all they had to give, all they had to show and everything they couldn’t express with words.
For one night he was loving him, honestly, truthfully and deeply and he did whatever he could to convert that to him.
This night wasn’t an act he pulled to give Zelo what he had wanted, it was all his honest feelings, all the sorrys that had taken him too long to utter, all the kisses he had missed before.
It was him doing what he should have done, not in a physical way like this but with words, with glances, with simple things that would make Zelo understand what had awoken within his chest.
He could feel his affection showing in every little touch, in the way his fingers trembled when he caressed the younger boys’ body, the way he held the other like he was made of delicate porcelain.
He wanted Zelo to know, wanted him to feel that he was there, that he cared and most importantly that he loved.
They treated each other how it should have been, how it could have before.
Both of them pushed all the bad memories far into a dark faraway corner of their heads.
It was just them, skin rubbing on skin, lips encountering in sweet kisses.
They involved in delicate touches, tender kisses, their sweet sighs lingered in the air.
He wasn’t going to be his first, he wasn’t able to claim that spot anymore.
But he didn’t care.
He may not be the first to every hold him but he would certainly be the first to really love him.
His hands roamed over the others delicate skin like they had many times before but this time it was different.
This time he tried to take everything in, every sigh and moan that slipped from Zelos lips, every little shiver that raided the others body.
It was all so beautiful and enchanting.
He breathed in his sweet scent that was befuddling his senses, like it had before, like it would in the future.
He leaned his head against Zelos, captured his eyes, their breath mixing in front of their lips.
He was trying to read something inside those brown hazy eyes, some sign of consent, maybe a sign of understanding.
However what he could recognize was a deep devotion, an unintentional confession that sank straight to his heart.
A thin, very tiny smile took over the younger boys lips.
He leaned down to capture those lips in a soft kiss; retaining the touch even after the kiss broke.
Zelos lips trembled.
“Will you sleep with me?” a soft breathed question to make sure, a question that contained more hope than the younger had probably intended.
Yong Guk smiled and shook his head.
“I will love you.” He replied and it was cheesy but he didn’t care.
He looked down on the beautiful boy in his arms and maybe he was wrong but he though he saw a tear forming in Zelos eye.
His lips meet the place where he believed to have seen it and if he wasn’t imagining things it really did taste salty.
His hands ran though the others pink curls and he smiled at him.
Zelo smiled back, his hands wrapping around his hyungs neck pulling him in for another kiss.
This was what they needed, what they deserved and everything they’d ever ask for.
Yong Guks heart started dancing in his chest, fluttering against his ribcage.
Leaving everything behind he’d decided for himself…
Tonight he loved him.
And maybe it was too late now, maybe it wasn’t the right time or place but if he kept thinking like that it would never happen.
So he decided once more.
He pulled Zelo into a hug, wrapping his arms around the others fragile trembling body.
He couldn’t look him in the eyes, it was too embarrassing, too intimidate so he buried his face in the gab of Zelos neck.
He breathed in his sweet scent.
His lips brushed Zelos ear, trembling and hesitant to let the words pass them.
His mouth opened but closed again without a sound leaving.
“I love you.” The words finally fell from his lips.
For a second there he thought he had said something wrong because Zelo faced him, shock and confusion written all over his face.
His eyes wide open, tears welling up to blur his vision.
His lips trembled, cheeks flushed red.
A heavy sob passed his lips and he snuggled his head into Yong Guks chest.
Zelos clung to him as if he was going to break, shivering in his arms, hot tears running down his face.
He was happy and even through his tears he could tell Zelo was too.
He wasn’t sure but somewhere mixed in his sobs he thought to recognize the words “me too” dropping from Zelos lips.
And it was probably the utmost happiness he’d experience in his life.
He hadn’t planned any of this.
He hadn’t even thought about it when Zelo came over to spend the evening in his room.
It was after he’d started crying, after Yong Guk had wrapped him up in his arms and planted kissed on his locks until his sobs stopped.
He had nudged his head against Zelos, making the other look up to him and he’d taken a risk, taken a chance when he lowered his head and his lips grazed over Zelos softly.
The younger had looked at him, various emotions flashing over his face from shock, to disbelieve to a final happy smile.
From that point on everything just happened natural and for this one night they made believe.
That everything was alright, that nothing had happened before, that none of them had been hurt or sad.
They embraced each other with all they had to give, all they had to show and everything they couldn’t express with words.
For one night he was loving him, honestly, truthfully and deeply and he did whatever he could to convert that to him.
This night wasn’t an act he pulled to give Zelo what he had wanted, it was all his honest feelings, all the sorrys that had taken him too long to utter, all the kisses he had missed before.
It was him doing what he should have done, not in a physical way like this but with words, with glances, with simple things that would make Zelo understand what had awoken within his chest.
He could feel his affection showing in every little touch, in the way his fingers trembled when he caressed the younger boys’ body, the way he held the other like he was made of delicate porcelain.
He wanted Zelo to know, wanted him to feel that he was there, that he cared and most importantly that he loved.
They treated each other how it should have been, how it could have before.
Both of them pushed all the bad memories far into a dark faraway corner of their heads.
It was just them, skin rubbing on skin, lips encountering in sweet kisses.
They involved in delicate touches, tender kisses, their sweet sighs lingered in the air.
He wasn’t going to be his first, he wasn’t able to claim that spot anymore.
But he didn’t care.
He may not be the first to every hold him but he would certainly be the first to really love him.
His hands roamed over the others delicate skin like they had many times before but this time it was different.
This time he tried to take everything in, every sigh and moan that slipped from Zelos lips, every little shiver that raided the others body.
It was all so beautiful and enchanting.
He breathed in his sweet scent that was befuddling his senses, like it had before, like it would in the future.
He leaned his head against Zelos, captured his eyes, their breath mixing in front of their lips.
He was trying to read something inside those brown hazy eyes, some sign of consent, maybe a sign of understanding.
However what he could recognize was a deep devotion, an unintentional confession that sank straight to his heart.
A thin, very tiny smile took over the younger boys lips.
He leaned down to capture those lips in a soft kiss; retaining the touch even after the kiss broke.
Zelos lips trembled.
“Will you sleep with me?” a soft breathed question to make sure, a question that contained more hope than the younger had probably intended.
Yong Guk smiled and shook his head.
“I will love you.” He replied and it was cheesy but he didn’t care.
He looked down on the beautiful boy in his arms and maybe he was wrong but he though he saw a tear forming in Zelos eye.
His lips meet the place where he believed to have seen it and if he wasn’t imagining things it really did taste salty.
His hands ran though the others pink curls and he smiled at him.
Zelo smiled back, his hands wrapping around his hyungs neck pulling him in for another kiss.
This was what they needed, what they deserved and everything they’d ever ask for.
Yong Guks heart started dancing in his chest, fluttering against his ribcage.
Leaving everything behind he’d decided for himself…
Tonight he loved him.
And maybe it was too late now, maybe it wasn’t the right time or place but if he kept thinking like that it would never happen.
So he decided once more.
He pulled Zelo into a hug, wrapping his arms around the others fragile trembling body.
He couldn’t look him in the eyes, it was too embarrassing, too intimidate so he buried his face in the gab of Zelos neck.
He breathed in his sweet scent.
His lips brushed Zelos ear, trembling and hesitant to let the words pass them.
His mouth opened but closed again without a sound leaving.
“I love you.” The words finally fell from his lips.
For a second there he thought he had said something wrong because Zelo faced him, shock and confusion written all over his face.
His eyes wide open, tears welling up to blur his vision.
His lips trembled, cheeks flushed red.
A heavy sob passed his lips and he snuggled his head into Yong Guks chest.
Zelos clung to him as if he was going to break, shivering in his arms, hot tears running down his face.
He was happy and even through his tears he could tell Zelo was too.
He wasn’t sure but somewhere mixed in his sobs he thought to recognize the words “me too” dropping from Zelos lips.
And it was probably the utmost happiness he’d experience in his life.