I'm having the same internal conflict that I can recall having five times already in the last year and 8 months. A YEAR AND 8 MONTHS -- still have trouble believing that I've lived in Arizona for that long already. OMG I need to move back ( Read more... )

I am in the strangest relationship. I met him long before I ever noticed that he existed, he was just some guy that Maria was friends with. I didn't care to know anything else about him. My lack of interest was primarily because there was no initial physical attraction and I hated the idea of ever getting close and especcially having a relationship ( Read more... )

Haven't posted in a while, the last week of school was just absolute hell. I was stressed out because of final projects, midterms, and a final exam. I spent so much time doing school work, and working at TRiO and I'm just so thankful that it's over... and that it's spring break ( Read more... )

How did I end up this way....?? I'm sitting here alone, piles of homework that I really can't begin to focus on, asking everyone I know if they want to hang out and no responses. A loser, ordering pizza and watching the game alone bcause I don't let anyone get to close and so they move on. Vicious cycle, foolish ways ( Read more... )

So, I heard this song last night and it just cracked me up! How true, I kept thinking to myself... and how foolish! LOVE IT ( Read more... )

It's Friday again? Where does the time go? My life is flying by and I can't keep up! It's making me crazy. There are so many things I want to accomplish, so many things on my to-do list, and so many of these things are sneaking by undone. For example, SSWO book sale. Wicked bummer. Maria's huge birthday weekend... snuck up before I knew it. I don't ( Read more... )

Last night after posting, I decided that I needed to go for a walk. Seeing as I've been on an Iron & wine spree, I brought them with me and headed out. I didn't make it across the street when I felt someone behind me. Part of me was angry because in the midst of my breakdown, a huge part of me wanted to be alone... another part of me was happy, ( Read more... )

I woke up at 6:30 this morning with him lying next to me and my first thought was "I think you're incredible" I didn't say it, because it didn't seem like the right time, but boy did I feel it. It probably happens once a day, when I think to myself that this isn't real, that there's already so much baggage and fights that we're not going to be ( Read more... )

For over a month I've been saying how evil MySpace is; the gossip and drama, the snooping, and of course the misinterpretation. So, after saying "I HATE MYSPACE!" for the 935235 time in one conversation, Kiera signed in to my account and changed my password. GAH! LOL I think it might be a good thing... but at the same time I'm having withdrawals ( Read more... )