Real big decision to make. Some friends of mine and my parents will probably think i'm stupid and be disappointed in me. Still, no matter what anyone says or does, it's my life, my heart, my decision. I know everything that's happened, I know how things really are, really can be, and can't be and how I feel. It's just hard because I'm scared. ( Read more... )

so frustrated with everything right now. had the worst weekend ever imaginable, unfortunately going to have to cut some people out....of my life that is. I feel that's the only way to stay out of the drama and keep myself out of shitty situations, like ones i've gotten myself into in the past. Yeah I've fucked up, a lot. And thankfully my true ( Read more... )

At work once again. I've realized the hardest part of my day is keeping my eyes open between the hours of 8 am and 10:30 am. I've managed to find a way to drink coffee and not be disguted by the taste. The solution was quite simple. Lots & lots of sugar, creamer and vanilla ( or chocolate mint) flavoring. I try not to drink it every morning because ( Read more... )

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The "rules ( Read more... )

So I made a mistake to think someone honestly wanted to see me/had some interest. I got totally dicked by mr. blind date. It was weird cuz things were real good. He even drove down from Toledo sunday night to see me. Weird. I was supposed to go up this weekend,supposed to leave today at 1 actually. He hasn't called in 3 days. Txted me today around ( Read more... )

memos you've obviously missed ( Read more... )

So the blind date was way better than I expected it to be. Very awesome person, had a great time with, has life in order, loves to party.....lives in Toledo. That's ok, we've got it figured out. That's all the details I'm going to give on that for now. And thanks Carolyn, it was definately worth it ( Read more... )

I guess it's what you call a "blind date"? eeekkk. I don't want to go, this better be worth it Carolyn.

I'll have a weekend update sometime later. Bye
*K*

"she's a teenage lover, she's afraid of her body and she's discovering lies about love and life ( Read more... )