So it's been about 3000 years since I have last written and or typed in my journal. Did you miss me? ;)
love, taters

have you ever had so many ideas in your head, and were so excited to start something amazingly trivial or maybe even poetic, and when you get to the blank page nothing comes out? of course you have...I suppose it is all about inspiration. my inspiration is sleeping right now. enough of that..I am going to settle for mix cds and sleepy eyes.
love,

I am moving to live with phil. mom is moving to rapids, as well as my brother and sister. I am a wee bit scared...more so anxious..to find out where my life is going. this world is so fast paced and I am proud to say that my relationship with phil is going to be ok. my nerves are killing me, and I need some money. please god, please..let this be ( Read more... )

My heart is sore. I know what I am missing God please dont make me suffer. Of all the times I could have stayed home and been with him without me deciding to go out and smoke pot. I missed alot of his growing up the past few months. my heart aches. I love this boy with all my heart. Just like I love phil. I love these boys so much I would give my ( Read more... )

well to all of fans out in the wonderful world of this shithole i have almost died this evening. yes thATS RIGHT I almost died it was the scariest thing ever wow it was scary and now i'll let katie tell you the story. well it happened like this and then it was over. wew it was a humdinger and i just farted into a pillow and then smelled it and man ( Read more... )

so my icon looks like it is going to peck my fucking eyes out. it is killer cute, but it scares me if i look at it long enough. i had a wonderful week of work hahahahahaha ha haha heh. but no worries, i am so off for the next 4 days. dont be jealous...really. :) I am going to go to bed now, but i just wanted everyone to know how happy i am. that ( Read more... )

buuuuuuuuuuuuuuurp. As he stands over my head and smiles at me. Gotta love him. bye

I want to get the fuck out of this house.. I hate games, drama..and being told how to act...shut the fuck up uncle mike.

I hope you find strength. Be brave, love. Everything will get better. I am praying. I am sick to my stomach about this. I dont want to see you hurt anymore. I am here for you.

I loooooooooove yoooooooou. ;) hehe ( Read more... )