Right now... Not feeling to hott. This weekend turned out to be just eh. I mean the show last night was awesome music wise i really liked Job For A Cowboy, they stood out more then the other bands for sure. But other than that it was just like i was surrounding myself with things that just werent helping me with anything. I really tried to have a ( Read more... )

Man, Will this get easier yet? "Ok Katie you can take all these pictures off your binder, you can take them off the wall now, you can stop wearing that braclet" A whole lot easier said than done... The braclet, in my back pocket... To embarassed for him to see it on my wrist but it means to much to not have it with me. My binder just covered by a ( Read more... )

I have realized it isnt worth it to get all upset over minor details any longer, but i am wondering if im supposed to treat the complications at hand as a detail or... well the main idea. You know i should have known either way that if i were the one to make a decision with out thinking.. appologizing wouldnt cut it anylonger. What i dont ( Read more... )

Oh boy... Minor difficulties today. :/ Well blah blah blah im getting my hair done at this place and i call my mom  to talk it over with her. And next thing you know shes like throwing this little hissy fit! So she tells the lady to wash out my hair and makes me leave and is all screaming at me in the middle of this place! It was so embarassing and ( Read more... )

Holy Rusted Metal Batman! Ya, Great times good oldies (kool 94.5) That was a fun time in general. But uhm, had alot to get off of my mind so.. i suppose that just about everything would have covered that base.

For all you who werent already aware of this...  the 14th sucked my cock. Yes, Yes, another year, yet another upset... play it off... Still ( Read more... )

Hm, this has been an interesting week so far.  Its like one day great, next moment shit. Sort of funny if you ask me. My friends are crazy. Seriously. With some of them im not even sure where the whole friends word even comes in to play. Us girls, take second place to alot of different "things" Its sort of well... sad. Not for us exactly.

So last ( Read more... )

FuCk the whole idea of pretending im happy. for nothing. fUcK letting other peoples problems come before my own. My whole veiw point has just been really distorted lately. I mean it actually took me getting so mad that i broke my favorite picture to realize... I dont need pictures to remind me of what i have.  How taking care of me should come ( Read more... )

Wonderfully wonderful day... ha! I had a good day. Aint that a first? I can honestly say not a thing went on that upset me. yey. So nice to see Lance today, it made me remember how fun it is to laugh with him. Made me realize i am in one of those couples. and your not! ha ( Read more... )

Well once again as usual i have managed to over think everything... and well be completely ungreatful. But hey whats new? Just ask, He'll tell you Im worthless. But thats besides the point i have just recently come to the realization of how lucky i am. Some one who was at one time very very close to my heart just may have lung cancer.....cancer ( Read more... )

Litterally, I am just sitting here, waiting to die. Or for something  something that isnt... this. Thats all I have to look forward to anymore, that someday soon this will all be over, all this bull shit will just go away sooner or later. Maybe i just have my hopes too high for my own good though. Fuck you all who seem to have all MY answers, when ( Read more... )