I love, and I repeat *love* having my own flat, and my own space - I actively look forward to being back there.
I know what you mean! :o) So do I, and i'm so much happier like this than any other way...but then i still have days like today, when endless socialising with relative strangers precipitates me into the kind of loneliness, despondency and despair that's only really cured by, well, lovers, or good friends & much tea. Although frankly I shd probably just, well, get over it... :oS
Hmm I know what you mean about the socialising with relative strangers thing. Just so much harder work. Especially if prone to fits of inadequacy anyway (as I am. It's so much easier to feel rubbish around people who have no investment in me either way, in whose company I still need to prove myself, than when around people who I know are already there in the liking (or at least putting up with) KT stakes.
Chin up my dear - could it be that you're particularly tired? I'm running about so much at the moment that the only times I get to myself are when I am too exhausted to countenance the thought of planning anything else. And if staying in is associated with physical crapness, that can so easily slip over into the mental...
Just a thought. Anyway, sorry I'm so darned busy over the next couple of days. Wednesday will be fun tho. *grin*
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So glad, my friend! :o)
I love, and I repeat *love* having my own flat, and my own space - I actively look forward to being back there.
I know what you mean! :o) So do I, and i'm so much happier like this than any other way...but then i still have days like today, when endless socialising with relative strangers precipitates me into the kind of loneliness, despondency and despair that's only really cured by, well, lovers, or good friends & much tea. Although frankly I shd probably just, well, get over it... :oS
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Chin up my dear - could it be that you're particularly tired? I'm running about so much at the moment that the only times I get to myself are when I am too exhausted to countenance the thought of planning anything else. And if staying in is associated with physical crapness, that can so easily slip over into the mental...
Just a thought. Anyway, sorry I'm so darned busy over the next couple of days. Wednesday will be fun tho. *grin*
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