why am i so miserable? even when i'm happy, i wait like, two seconds, and nope, i'm still miserable. i just don't get it. why do people get to be happy, and i don't? it's not fair. ugh. i guess we'll see how i feel after i'm away for a week. maybe that'll make me feel better. i hope so. anyways, i gotta go. going out with momma to get senior week ( Read more... )

i almost died today. twice. once with sandi, where we seriously almost died cause this van didn't see us and we were so close to being hit. i was so scared. i'm sick of cars. and almost accidents. it's making me very scurred to start driving. the other one was in the car with deej. but i always feel like i'm gonna die in the car with him, so you ( Read more... )

well, i told momma last night about my belly button. she wasn't really mad. she said, 'you're 18 and it's done, so there's really not much i can do' and then she said, 'it's your belly button, not mine' and then she told me that she thought it was gonna be done by the time i got home from the ocean anyway, so yeah. it felt good to finally tell her ( Read more... )

i'm bored. and i don't know what i'm gonna do today. i have so much on my mind i can hardly stand it. oh, and i would just like to say that i am grateful that frankie is on real world this season. because she makes me not feel so crazy and alone. thank you.
love. me

this is my new journal. because i am so awesome, that i have my own group. it's really supposed to be katiexcore, but lj is gay and won't allow me that new so =P on them. so anyways... i'm really, really cold. it's freezing in here, and i do NOT appreciate it. we just opened the box office, and i'm already bored. there's a lacrosse thing at the ( Read more... )