One part of me feels lost. Another part is in the dark. And other parts I have no idea where they are.

I see too much of the night and not enough of the day. Late nights probably aren't a good thing then.

Can't sleep. What's wrong with me?

Usually, people are happy, but not satisfied, wanting more to add on that happiness. As for me, it's the opposite. I am satisfied with what I have and what's going on. So why aren't I happy with it? In a way I feel hollow, like there's a void in me that isn't filled ( Read more... )

Falling too fast, clearly rules don't apply.

So, I can't rely on instincts as of late. My mind's in too much of a jumble to figure shit out myself. Instead, I turn to my friends for guidance and they point me to one way, but personally, I think it's the other. I hope they're right though because it's what I prefer. Just hope I'm not running in circles, chasing my own tail.

I haven't paid attention to blogging lately. Mainly 'cause I have no energy and motivation, partly 'cause I'm busy. But I have those nights when I'm alone and I just stop and think: What's going on ( Read more... )

Calm like a bomb

So, I took a nap earlier and kept on waking up because I didn't wanna have a long nap. So I kept waking up mid-dream phase so I can remember bits of it ( Read more... )

Lying down on a field with someone you care about and looking up at the stars in the nightsky seems like such a relaxing thing to do. But to me, it was one of the most exciting things I've done in my whole life.

It's a never-ending race. But it isn't a competition. We're all winners. We strive for perfection. But that is unachievable, so we have to settle for what we can get. "Anything is possible" is a lie. Perfection is not possible. There are too many differences between people to decide what is ultimately "perfect". But, to contradict myself, ( Read more... )

No matter how simple or complex something is, no matter how many times you do it, in the end, it's always a new experience. Thus is life. It can seem very plain and repetitive on the outside, but that's just the outside. Crack the surface and it may still look the same, but it's different. Plains of grass can be identical but underneath, deep in ( Read more... )