*Twenty-Five -- All Faith Lost*
I am not sure how much longer I can stay with him. Already there is too much he cannot know and should not know. He is becoming confused and disoriented, and I can say nothing to make either of those any less.
I am worried, for the first time in many years, for another's welfare. The last time I felt like this was when I was given the news about Rukia and I first came into conflict with the vows I had made versus the reality before me.
I think it's already starting to crumble. There are so many questions I cannot answer. So much he doesn't know about me.
Will it last?
From this vantage point, I cannot tell.