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[kumquatwriter]

Headspace bad.

Gave consent to Ex's parents to confront him.

V. scared of his retaliation.

Feeling v. sad, scared and lonely in life at this moment.

Glad I work tomorrow morning. Need friends to cheer me up.

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[irishgypsie]

Boy do I know how you feel. I'm lucky that my ex's parents hate him as much as I do (his mother took out a restraining order on him and kicked him out of her house) so I don't have to worry about incidental contact like you do.

But I still get scared that I'll see him somewhere random, which scares me a lot, even though we broke up two years ago. I'll never look at white Ford Taurus' the same way, since that's what he drives (or used to anyway...maybe he's got a motorcycle now, who knows.)

Try not to feel lonely. You've got lots of people in your real life and in your LJ life that care about you (including me). *HUGS*