I don't feel so well, my stomach is in knots and I just feel dizzy and tired. I had a very unpleasant visit with the GYN yesterday and I have felt sick ever since. I got to chill with April and The Izz yesterday, and that was tons of fun as always, they're such great girls to hang with. Then I got to see Anna Fucking Piazza and that was some time ( Read more... )

I've been very busy the last week or so, but it's been good. Last Thursday and Friday I went to party at Andrea's house. I had a very good time and I was glad to chill with everyone. Saturday I went to the beach with Kathryn and Feif, I got burned HORRIBLY lol but it ended up turning into tan, so even though I'll probably get skin cancer again, it' ( Read more... )

So I had a bit to drink tonight, I didn't get drunk or even buzzed from it, but as always, it has made me irritable. Here is a list of random things that piss me off ( Read more... )

When I started going out with Rob over a year ago, I remember telling people how incredibly sweet and considerate he was, and how amazed I was that he understood me so well. I also remember a lot of people cautioning me that in a few months that would all go away. Well, half a summer, two school semesters, and another half a summer later, he is ( Read more... )

I am so apathetic today. I just can't get myself to give a shit about anything. I hope it's the mono, because otherwise I dunno what's wrong with me. I don't wanna become a fat waste of life, but at the same time even if i did i feel like i wouldn't care.

Well let's see, Thursday I threw a big, childish fit because I couldn't see Rob (my parents were concerned because of the mono) and wound up going back to my room and breaking a chair... a move that was slightly uncharacteristic of me. Sometimes I even surprise myself. I tried not to direct my anger at my parents, I don't want to be a brat, because ( Read more... )

So I am so amazingly special that I have managed to get mono not just once... but TWICE. That's right kids, I got it ALL. OVER. AGAIN. I'm not all that broken up about it, though, I get over a week off from work, I get to lose a few pounds, I get an excuse to sit on my ass and do nothing, and I get to drink a lot of fruit smoothies. All in all, I'd ( Read more... )

I realize that my journal entries are probably very boring to most, since all they are is a laundry list of what I do every day. But unfortunately, Stony Brook has sucked any creativity I ever had right out of me. Don't worry though, sooner or later another rant has to come on, and those who are bored enough to resort to reading this may actually ( Read more... )

This week I've been pretty busy with work, but I've really tried to make an effort to see all my friends as much as possible, despite the fact that my first instinct is to spend every free minute sleeping. I don't want the summer to go by and realize i didn't take advantage of opportunities to see my friends ( Read more... )

Allright, so Wednesday I went to the gym, came home and showered, and then went to chill with Andrea the hottie. Whenever I hang out with her, I have an awesome time, but for some odd reason I get very very giddy. Unfortunately when I act giddy I just wind up sounding mildly retarded. I don't really mind though, because I'm always guaranteed a lot ( Read more... )