Comments | kungfu_devil: Subete ga owaru mono no hate ni nani ga nokoru no ka

kungfu_devil

Subete ga owaru mono no hate ni nani ga nokoru no ka

Dec 09, 2004 01:53

bah. i hate my angry violent thoughts.

i'm not going to do anything mean to her. i don't have the ability to do anything like that to anybody.

i just wish she'd leave me alone. i don't bother her. she shouldn't bother me. why can't we just co-exist and not be asses to each other for such immature reasons?

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paracelcus December 10 2004, 02:59:09 UTC

i guess that explains why you were in a less than fantastic mood.

kungfu_devil December 10 2004, 04:52:24 UTC

um, yeah. i was literally about 2 seconds away from flipping out on you all, that's why i left. i was really really pissed after joe cancelled practice, after i drove all the way home from where i was, got my shit, and drove to his grandmothers. i almost quit the band right then and there, i had just had it (besides, the stuff i've been working on isn't the kind of stuff you all would want to play. i feel like my music visionary is a bit different than you all's. trust me, i like what we're doing, but it's not what i'm striving to do.... it's really hard to explain.) i kept thinking "fuck them. i fucking hate them and everyone else on this fucking planet." but you guys had nothing to do with the situation. sorry to you and everyone else for even thinking that. i'll just really be happy once 2004 is over.... assuming i don't die ( ... )