I don't think I deserve the best I can have. I'm not ready like
I thought I would be. I feel as if i lie to myself to be happy.
I went outside while I was at my friends house tonight 
and thinking to myself how wonderful nature is. I Love it
sooo much. I wish I bought myself a hammick in Progresso 
lastnight while I was there, which by the way was such ( Read more... )

I don't know how much more my heart can take.

I guess this is something I have to deal with 
in perpetual progress.

I dislike the smell of Gain Laundry detergent, but like it at the same time.   :/

What to do?

I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.

i had soooo much fun lastnight at the Red 7
in austin. the gazelles had a show and since 
i was in town as well i met up with them. singing,
dancing, and drinking! their friends came from
denton to watch the show and i got to ( Read more... )

I guess things couldnt get any more abominable.
I spoke to my Opa last week when he was still in
America and found out he  was ill. He doesn't like America,
so when I found out he was here I got ahold of him as 
fast as possible. He told me himself he is sick.

CANCER- a malignant and invasive growth or tumor, esp. 
                one originating in ( Read more... )

everything pollinates everything else

I've been going downhill for quite sometime now.
Since probably September of last year actually. 
I think it's finally coming to an end though. Pretty
much over it. I've been happy for about a week 
and a half and it feels so great. So great that i've 
been bragging about it to my friends. haha.....

I also realized that crushes come and go and it's no
big ( Read more... )

Gileah and The Ghost Train

Imogen Heap

Leona Nauess

Under Byen

Listen to them all. They are beautiful.

Happy Earth Day everyone!
Let's plant a tree and grow it as big as this so one day, it can be hugged like this:


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I feel so sick right now for some reason.
The fluid in my nose keeps trying to escape 
by running down my face. My body choses
which nostril i get to breath out of at any given
time.

I'm going to be a vegiterian again and I don't 
care what people say about my decision. All 
I know, is that I am happy when I am that way. :]

It's 78 degrees outside right ( Read more... )